The mind is an answer finding, meaning making machine

So I am sitting here... and this wave of hopelessness washes over me. I observe my mind that goes and tries on different memes to make sense of the feeling.

"No matter what I do...." the whining voice says.
"It"s hopeless... give it up!" says the authoritative voice.
"You are worthless... who do you think you are to think that you are any better?"

None of these are mine. The feeling comes from my next door neighbor who became a "Christian" to feel better, but it"s not working for her.

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Are your vibration, your starting point measurements just a bunch of numbers?

I am interested in deciphering the relationship between numbers, scores in your Starting Point Measurements.

I can see, that without a comprehensive and accurate understanding of what causes what, what is cause, what is effect, you may not know how to change the "geography" of your life. You will be stuck where you are... or only move accidentally... so I do see the urgency in this move.

I am expanding the scope of the work I put into measuring your Starting Point Measurements to Enlightenment, to becoming a human being, even though this work more than doubles the time I have to spend with it. Eventually I"ll raise the price, but not yet.

Why? For one, I want to know. But more importantly, instead of giving you a bunch of numbers, maybe I can make them useful... What and idea, right? lol.

So here is the first group of numbers that I have analyzed:
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The word of Good and Evil, and other memes. How the wrong yearns to be fixed...

I field a lot of emails in a day. And some of those emails are goldmines, because they reveal the wrong ideas that people entertain, the wrong premises on which they build their actions.

In this article I will go deep, root level, and I will also go higher... because wrong premises can infect you on all levels.

Here is the latest:

Q: Can I listen to the Energizer Audio through headsets for 10 minutes a day to raise my cell hydration?

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MVP... Life"s most valuable player? Minimum viable product? What is the connection?

Confession time: I have a very small window where I experience being physically well. Or emotionally well. I am not very sturdy.

I have a tiny tolerance to heat, a small tolerance to cold, a small tolerance to running on empty.

Especially painful and unsettling for me is running on empty... while you, while most people spend their daily energy allotment on trivial things, and then run on fumes all day.

For me, that is unbearable, intolerable, hell.
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Are you worth a damn? What is your deserving factor? Where do you look to answer?

In this article I will use "deserving factor" and "your worth a damn factor" interchangeably. Do they mean the same thing? I don"t know. My clarity, even after having written this article is 70%... Compared to the 10% it was when I started writing it.
I just came back from climbing the steps for the second time.

I went back to step 1 on my 67 steps. I am finding that the foundational steps are really foundational, and I better hang out there a few times, to really harvest the value of the whole 67 steps.

The first step is about your deserving factor.
Tai says that you have what you have deserved.
But I noticed, that instead I hear something else: I hear "my value..." or "how valuable am I?" so my precious "I" starts worrying.
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Wrong beliefs? Cannot move from A to B? It"s not your fault! It"s the system

When people speak about beliefs that they want to get rid of, let"s say, belief about money, abundance, they always think that there are some personal beliefs there, that they are discreet, and that they can get rid of them.

Back in my times when I was doing Fourth Plane energies, "designer energies", one of the moves I had is to make my hand sticky, and pull beliefs, also called thought forms, from myself and from clients.

It was a long process. Hard on the muscles...
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Your world is dominated by the invisible. Get to know it... or else...

Your world is dominated by the invisible. And the invisible is like muddy water, every shyster has their hand in it, stirring it. ((No matter who you are, you are infected with memes. Being able to distinguish pieces of knowledge, words, as memes, gives you an opportunity to choose.

Some memes are more restrictive than others.

Kabbalists, Werner Erhard, great philosophers... no one is an exception. The less you allow memes to create a fixed universe for you, the more innovative, and the more "real" your view becomes.

The meme of the kabbalist, the consciousness based teaching seems very freeing and useful... until you add some "Creator" into the mix... which would make it religious...

Some, so called Kabbalaists, like Yehuda Berg, has incorporated modern New-Agey memes into his teaching, rendering it quite harmful.))

But this article will be about you. About your chances of being able to live a life worth living. Largely. I mean worth living most of the time.

Why not all the time? And why not gloriously?

It is too much to ask. But compared to the tasteless, joyless, have-to life you now live, a life worth living, for most of the time, is an amazing thing...

So what is the invisible part, the muddy water, that dominates your life? That makes you not enjoy life, that makes you want to go to sleepwalk, to not feel, to not be present?

It is the memes, partially, and it is you, partially.
You have no distinctions...
Let me give you an example that will shed light to what distinctions are, and why they are important.

Let"s imagine that you prepare for heart surgery.
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Earl Nightingale spells out the small (tiny) steps method... and everybody misses it

I just listened to this Earl Nightingale talk... eleven minutes or so.

I had never heard it...

It struck me how everything was invented so many times in history... and however many times it was invented, like how to get from where you are to being in the top few percent of the world, millions of people can listen to you and they will miss it.

Why? Because, I think, because opportunity comes in work clothes... Opportunity looks like work. And what people hope opportunity is is like a windfall... it befalls you... lol.

Enjoy the video. Even if you miss it, it is fun to listen.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RCLZV5MyNE
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What is the keystone that holds together your life? Invisible to you...

I have a next door neighbor who feels miserable most of the time. As an empath I am forced to feel it. No escape. Can"t cloak myself, can"t shield myself.

Yesterday, at 10 am she went into massive fear mode... So I had the idea to test if I can use the Heaven on Earth to ease her distress. I downloaded and pushed Heaven on Earth, the energies, across the two driveways to her, and it eased her misery considerably. To bearable level.

But then, a few hours later, she had a new wave of misery... this time it was anxiety... so I asked Source "what"s wrong with her that she has so many bad feeling for so much of her day?"

I noticed that my question to Source already revealed a "meme"... there must be something wrong with her to feel so bad.
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Can you change? Will you be able to change, even if you never could?

This article is a stream of consciousness... Beware, it is like poetry... you have to feel it, you can"t explain it.

Cultural memes, media bias, tell us that change is fast and dramatic.

So when you consider your own change, that is what you are planning for, or that is what you resist.Even if not changing means staying at a place where you don"t enjoy being. But of the two bad things: dramatic change or staying miserable, staying miserable is still more attractive, because at least you know that place.

But cultural memes, media bias, are lies.

Actually, all memes are lies. It was, maybe, someone"s truth, but it is not THE TRUTH.

Only physical laws are THE TRUTH...
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Still think memes are innocent?

I have been talking about the memes... and it seems that I haven"t spoken clearly the point.

So let me take a stab at it, and I"ll try until it"s so clear that most people will get it.

A meme is a though form. Words. Some rule, some principle, some saying that says something about how the world works, how you should be, and what is good and bad.

The Tree of Knowledge houses the memes. They live their incestuous life there and they come from there to infect you.
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The truth about probiotics

OK, this is going to be mostly good news...

They want you to take probiotics forever.

But in my experience, you will need probiotics to establish a perfect match flora for the food list you eat.

Or, when for whatever reason, you make quick and substantial changes in your eating habits.
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The truth will set you free, says the meme. Is it true? does it really?

I sometimes get lucky. A generous person lets me know exactly what are the sentiments that dominate my readers.
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Now at least I can pretend to not know... but then I"d have a list, black on white.... non-negotiable.

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Can you find solutions to your health issues by googling?

If you have problems with your hair, your scalp, or with your skin, your teeth, you can research the internet for hours.

And you"ll end up with a serious case of "learned helplessness" where you see that in a field where no one has the answer is all you can do is throw your hands up, or try everything and its opposite. All that knowledge will victimize you...

This could also apply to poor sleep, digestive issues, or lack of energy.
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Want to learn how to live a frustration free life?

In this article, with your permission, I"ll teach you a little bit of real thinking. How to think. A thinking move. So you can get more aware, and have a lot better life, a lot better results in life than without having some ability to think... or specifically this ability I"ll teach.

OK, the topic we"ll dig deep on is frustration.
But before I go on, let me share something that happened to me when I was around 29.
I had a new boy friend, 13 years older than me, very accomplished in life, and like all Virgos, willing to look, willing to teach, willing to engage.
I was an architect already, by the way.
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The spirit only wants that there be flying

I am sitting here, working... but my mind wanders to the movie August Rush.

I hear the Catholic church"s call for whatever they do at 6 pm... and today I hum with it, I hear it as music. And I remember that I used to hear it as noise.

This brings me to August Rush.

I think, most likely it"s a corny movie. And yet, it is one of the movies I go back to with regularity. And weep.

And I just got what about that movie, August Rush is talking to me.
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Intellectually slothful

Intellectually slothful

We, humans, talks a lot about IQ. And genes. And intelligent and not intelligent.

I assert that we don"t know what we are talking about. Your IQ has little to do with the quality of your life.

We don"t discern cause and effect... and this is only just one area where we don"t. ((The other area that is of great concern to me is the global effect humans and our behavior is doing to the planet: we are cutting the tree branch under our feet... but I"ll write about that in another article... I think.))

OK, so back to intellectually slothful... I expect to lose 99% of you here...
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Updated: Soul Correction: Finish What You Start

Soul Correction: Finish What You Start
New insight 10/7/2017

I break a lot of eggs every day. I like to eat the yolk separate from the white. So I separate them. The egg white is like snot... No definite shape, no commitment, sneaky.

This is how "Finish What You Start" behave, like the egg white... Avoid being called to account, avoid to be a person who can be counted on.

This seems to be the crux of this soul correction.

I see this soul correction on Scott toilet paper as well: it kinda sorta has a sheet size, it kinda sorta has perforation, but it won"t tear at the perforation... It tears where it wants to tear...

A "Finish What You Start" product, avoiding any accountability, whatsoever. lol... frustrating to me, who likes to have things done.

Looking at the vise... try to control egg whites with a vise... ugh, ugly.

New insight 5/20/2017 courtesy of a student:
Ok.
Today some new things came to mind..
I realized that i live in a vise like pressure i put myself in.. i always do for some reason.. i"m looking at why. i feel its false adopted beliefs.

How i noticed is that thinking about all the reading and the diet the saying no to things and yes to others .. being disciplined and adding structure feels like work , like i have to make it happen.. then i remember my life before.. i was pulled in a thousand directions at once and completely running myself down on things i (wanted) to do..

So today i imagined what it would feel like if i didn"t have anything i had to do or not do.. i ended up thinking id have a nap or just go for a slow walk.. then i realized that the reading and listening and structure and the diet.. all the things i (have ) to do, will make my life so much easier and meaningful than it has been , and i started to actually feel like it is my vacation , my relief.

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No amount of right will fix something that is wrong.

Prepare to be spinning with this for a while... Because this article can scramble your reality, like spinning can... Which way is up?
But for the few of you that this is what was missing, it will be like a cool hand on your hot forehead... Soothing. Panacea.
Because, truth be told, your reality is scrambled, and this article has the potential to unscramble it. Again and again.
Because the nature of personal reality is that it is scrambled, and tends to stay scrambled.
No amount of right will fix something that is wrong. At least this is how it looks on the surface. But what is the right and what is the wrong? and is it true that what is wrong IS wrong? ((This statement in the title is really tricky. What is wrong? What is right? The moment you can ask that question and instead of knowing your answer right away, you can ponder... that is the beginning of a freeing yourself from the consciousness that has entrapped you.

Mind you, you may need to do this daily! Because, believe it or not, no amount of right will fix something that is wrong... and what I mean now, is that your floor is WRONG, as in not accurate, not truth based, made up, bullcrap... and never was right, as in accurate, or true.))

No, I am not kidding you, no I am not pulling your leg... things really don"t work how you think they should.
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God doesn"t play favorites. Will you be the one that survives?

It seems that we, humans, never look at anything long enough, or awake enough, to actually see the forest for the trees.

What do I mean?
I mean that certain things can only be seen if looked at long enough.
The cat can"t recognize anything stationary, unless it stares at it long enough. And honestly, neither can you. Or me.

But you, with your big brain, and arrogance, you think you saw all you needed to see, and it is how come you use only a small fragment of the information available to you. You don"t even look! You don"t listen! You don"t pay attention to your senses.

You live in your head...

It"s habitual.
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You are infected with memes.

Humanity is infected with memes. The infection accelerated when the internet began, and is now almost 100% with smartphones in every hand.
But some people didn"t get infected. What is their secret?
OK, let"s start at the beginning.

What is a meme?
What is the mechanism of a meme?
What does a meme do?
Who/what benefits?
What counteracts?
What cures?





So, what is a meme?
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Clarity

Clarity

Is it clear? Are you clear? Yes! we say enthusiastically and we lie.

Clarity is one of the things we ALWAYS lie about. It"s like the speed limit... or not thinking about sex. It is a built in landmine to make sure we are never in integrity.

We view clarity if it were a black and white phenomenon.

And we talk about clarity as if it were knowable.

Clarity is one of those words...

You don"t know until you do.

So why talk about it if it is so tricky?
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A telltale sign that you are self-referential. Is that the main cause of your misery?

ADMIRE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN!

"Admire as much as you can. Most people do not admire enough."
- Vincent van Gogh

Admiring people who are worthy of our admiration doesn"t cost us anything. Same with admiring animals and plants and natural phenomena: no pain involved. Same with admiring great accomplishments by our fellow humans: no agony or agitation required.
I have said it before: being able to admire, to being in awe is one of the most uplifting and purifying experience. Now you know who you are, in relation to that which you admire, and you know where you are going.

The above is a quote from Rob Brezsny"s newsletter. Of course Rob Brezsny is a "wearing pink color glasses" type of person, who refuses to see shadows. So here are the shadows that get revealed when you attempt to admire someone:

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Is science wrong? Are you smarter than scientists? Who should you trust?

This article has a time limited offer at the end... don"t skip it!

It is not enough to call yourself a mad scientist, I learn. You may be mad, but unless you know the scientific methods, you are just mad, playing around.

I am writing this for full disclosure.

Science has a bad reputation nowadays, mainly because of two reasons:

1. the public doesn"t know that science is rarely able to get to the cause of anything, so the expectations are too high, the disappointments are too low. it is more comfortable to listen to fake science, fake doctors, fake gurus. At least they don"t make you think.
2. the fact that scientists are not independent of biases, self-interest, and such, renders their results highly dubious, questionable, etc. And in some crucial issues, this threatens the general public, like in the issue of A1 milk, the issue of GMO, the issues of pesticides and other harmful stuff we are forced to eat.


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What is the opposite of entitled?

Every generation is more entitled than the previous one. Why? Let me explain...
If appreciative is the opposite of entitled... does that mean that all those people who are not appreciative are entitled?

Entitled ((en·ti·tle·ment entitlement; plural noun: entitlements

the fact of having a right to something.
"full entitlement to fees and maintenance should be offered"
synonyms: right, prerogative, claim; More
permission, dispensation, privilege
"their entitlement to benefits"
the amount to which a person has a right.
"annual leave entitlement"
synonyms: right, prerogative, claim; More
permission, dispensation, privilege
"their entitlement to benefits"
the belief that one is inherently deserving of privileges or special treatment.
"no wonder your kids have a sense of entitlement")) is a worldview. It is a ground-of-being phenomenon, invisible, like the floor. An unexamined truth. To you. But for the other, it is quite obvious... ((This is why the saying "an unexamined life is not worth living" is true... If you have no idea what makes you miserable, you can"t do anything about it.))

So how do you know that you are not appreciative? that you are entitled?

This is how:

Even when you thank someone, they frown...
You may even be diligent in thanking someone, you may even feel a stab of thankfulness, but those thanks are the waves on the waters, not the bottom of the sea... The bottom of your sea is entitlement.


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Your life is like a boat on sea... Where it"s going is given by the drift 96%

Every learning is becoming. Every action that is aimed at learning but doesn"t lead to becoming... is not learning, it is just a pretense. Treading water. The drift.
But becoming is not easy, and it takes longer than you would expect. OK, longer than I expect. Longer than I have been expecting... :-(
Why? because some of the learning requires you to be "right there", ready for that particular learning. You first need to become ready.
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