Tuesday, December 31, 2013

NEW: Afraid to say the wrong thing? Afraid that you"ll be judged?

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I have been puzzled by the experience from students" huge emotional response to

getting to the coaching calls
answering my questions
wondering if they did the right homework

When I asked them what the feeling was, ultimately the answer was: they were afraid to say the wrong thing. ...
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Monday, December 30, 2013

NEW: The Carrot and Stick Method, or what"s between you and doing what you need to do, want to do, dream of doing?

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The signup to the free Carrot and Stick webinars has started. This has prompted me to write this article.

Most of us, thinking that we are machines that can be operated by anyone, think that just by finding the switch, we"ll be able to do the things we haven"t been able to do, haven"t been willing to do, haven"t been liking to do.

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Sunday, December 29, 2013

NEW: Carrot and Stick or how to win at New Year"s Resolutions

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We all know this, it is too common to think that you don"t have it.

You find yourself attracted to some kind of project. Maybe a new habit, or an exercise regimen.

It feels like it is all yours, done deal, it is in the bag... and then you wake on one morning, maybe next day, and all the inspiration is gone, and you are back to being pedestrian plus ashamed, baffled, and deflated.

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Saturday, December 28, 2013

NEW: Abundance, money, love, entertainment... Can they be yours now? Can Christie Marie Sheldon"s Unlimited Abundance take you there?

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In my previous article I write about the two dimensions a person can live, the horizontal dimension and the vertical dimension.

And in many of my articles I write that the part of you we can call Soul is actively seeking the fulfillment of its desire.

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Friday, December 27, 2013

NEW: Hope, Lemuria, Channeling... or how to be joyous, content, and have peace of mind

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Hope is eternal, and so is stupidity.

Hope means: I don"t want the truth. Hope means: I prefer to dream. Hope means: It will be given to me. Hope means: If it is to be it must come from some place other than here, because I sure won"t move a finger to make it happen.

Do I sound angry? Bitter? Yeah... I am having a bout of bitterness here... lol. It comes, predictably, every 2-3 weeks, I know some sense into myself, and then I am good for 2-3 weeks.

I am talking about having your well-being, your happiness, your peace of mind depend on other people"s behavior.

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Thursday, December 26, 2013

NEW: Are you taking supplements? Do you eat well? Is it possible that you are doing the wrong things?

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I have been cutting stuff out of my diet for three weeks now hoping that I can drop a few pounds. So far no good, and that has forced me to look deeper into getting the nutrients my body needs.

The experience of craving is probably familiar to you too. You crave, you feel hunger, but it is not really hunger... the body is talking to you through restlessness, through desire, through sleeplessness, through weight gain, though nausea, etc.

Deciphering what the body needs, what the body says is more difficult than deciphering encrypted messages: the variation of things that can be said, the variation of things the body can need is so vast, and it changes with every meal you give your body.

Every step you take either takes you closer or further away from success, health, happiness.

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Wednesday, December 25, 2013

NEW: How could you experience love? The warm fuzzy feeling of love...

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How did you become the person you are today?

It"s Christmas, and my whole thinking is about love, and the lack of it... this article digs deep to why and how love disappeared for most of us.

According to Landmark Education, the identity that you consider yourself to be developed through three or four incidents in your life.

In each incident you experienced to be wrong, less than perfect, less than what would make you lovable, deserving, worthy.

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Tuesday, December 24, 2013

NEW: Now that You don"t have to be perfect, You can be good... and alive

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The best present I can give you is this
"Now that you don"t have to be perfect, you can be good," says a character in John Steinbeck"s novel *East of Eden.* I suggest that you make this your rallying cry in 2014, Virgo. In fact, why not begin right now, wherever you are? Say "Now that I don"t have to be perfect, I can be good." Free yourself of the pressure to be the polished, ultimate embodiment of everything you"d ever hoped you would be. That will allow you to relax into being more content with the intriguing creation you have already become. You may be surprised by how much mojo ((

mo·jo
noun \?m?-(?)j?\


: a power that may seem magical and that allows someone to be very effective, successful, etc.



plural mojoes or mojos

Full Definition of MOJO

:  a magic spell, hex, or charm; broadly :  magical power <works his mojo on the tennis court>


See mojo defined for English-language learners »


See mojo defined for kids »


Examples of MOJO


He"s been suffering from incredibly bad mojo lately.
The team has lost its mojo.
We need to get our mojos working again.




Origin of MOJO
probably of African origin; akin to Fulani moco"o medicine man
First Known Use: 1926


Related to MOJO
Synonymsamulet, fetish (also fetich), mascot, charm, periapt, phylactery, talismanAntonymshoodoo, jinx
Related Wordsgris-gris (also grigri), juju, philter, toadstone; emblem, symbol, token, totemNear Antonymscurse, hex, spell
)) this affords you.
Most procrastination, most misery is caused by the strong urge to only do things that you can do perfectly.

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Monday, December 23, 2013

NEW: Love was invented by humans... by religion to make you miserable

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I am sitting at my desk. Trying to work. Waves of despair, waves of grief, waves of depression wash over me.

None of it is mine.

It"s two days before Christmas, and peak time for depression, and suicides is coming.

Why are people so low around Christmas, when the holiday is supposedly about love?

Because love is a human invention.

I am no historian, but my hunch is that before religion, and without religion there would be no such "thing" as love.

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Sunday, December 22, 2013

NEW: stuck for last minute Christmas gifts? here" s one for 99c that they will love

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need a last minute Christmas gift?

Have you shopped and shopped and still haven"t managed to get a gift for a loved one?

I know the feeling! I have spent hours getting gifts with a special meaning but there was always someone who either seemed to have everything or or I just couldn"t think of the right thing.

But, don"t worry! I have a solution that is good for even a difficult person to buy for

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Saturday, December 21, 2013

NEW: Looking For God Where Geometry Failed Or Why You Still Need God

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Some people are like grasshoppers, others like butterflies, some bees, bumble bees. I seem to be the kind of person that sticks with one "plant" until its juices become tastless, or until it"s time to move on.

My current fascination is with Neil Stephenson, whose novels I would call historical fiction.

I have read the Cryptonomicon, and I am 60% into Quicksilver (The Baroque Cycle No. 1). The main characters of this book are the same family as in Cryptonomicon, only 300 years earlier. In addition to the main characters, Isaac Newton and Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz. Now, you can do your reading on these two giants of science, mathematics, geometry, astrology, if you want, I won"t do it. I am not into that. I am into catching glimpses of heaven in everything I do, everything I watch, everything I read.

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Friday, December 20, 2013

NEW: My Christmas Gift to you plus some observation about women

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I have been watching, as usual, a TV series, always about crime and such, this one is called White Collar. The main character is a charming, charismatic, good looking, intelligent, young man.

After seeing almost three whole seasons" worth, I looked up the cast on google. Found out that our guy is gay. I was surprised because I didn"t see any signs of gayness, which are, typically (my personal experience) being attention seeking, catty, gossipy, disloyal, etc.

Instead, our guy is quiet, reserved, loyal to the extreme, kind, and has a huge capacity to love.

He has qualities I appreciate in a person, except I have never seen them in a man. I would say, that these are the innate characteristics of a woman, except that I don"t know a woman who is loyal, who is reserved, who is kind.

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Thursday, December 19, 2013

NEW: How realistic are your expectations? of yourself, of your life, of your brain, or your vibration...

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This article will burst your bubble... so if you are not interested, don"t read it. Just leave now, while you are ahead... Now, I said. I don"t want hate mail... OK?

I had an interesting coaching session yesterday. I spoke words I thought were dangerous and inflammatory. Turned out that instead they inspired. I am still stunned...

We are taught that we can achieve anything we set our mind to. And apart from obvious obstacles, we believe that we can. Some people are even unwilling to consider obvious obstacles. Some 25 years ago a guy with muscular dystrophy stood up in a Landmark Education seminar and declared that he is going to become an NBA ((the highest level of teams in the USA in basketball)) basketball player. He walked with a stick. Everyone could see that he was building a pie in the sky. It filled us all with doubt, and to a degree, despair.

But the obvious obstacles are that: obvious. What about the non-obvious obstacles? Do we even know about them?

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Wednesday, December 18, 2013

NEW: Talk Back To Me: How shall I take sarcasm directed at me?

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The holidays quickly approaching, this is a very timely topic to deal with: the sarcasm, or sarcastic remarks of the people you meet: instead of holiday cheer, love etc. you need to deal with poison coming through sarcasm. How do you do it? This article will help to look at it differently and save yourself from grief.

Hey Sophie,

I hope you are well.

I"m wondering if you could help me to clarify something?

I"m trying to understand sarcasm.

The Irish people are generally quite sarcastic, it"s called "slagging" here. I think, in general, one is supposed to be able to laugh at himself or answer back in similar manner.

But most of times I don"t really know how to react to it, it"s hurtful sometimes.. and I guess I don"t really know if I"m overreacting? Should I just observe the origin of MY hurt or try to see why perhaps the other person is veiling mockery, i.e. observe THEIR hurt?

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Sunday, December 15, 2013

NEW: When you love yourself, you love your life...

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You find yourself not sleeping well, eating the wrong thing, not taking care of yourself... Maybe you are getting signs of depression... Maybe you are procrastinating...

How can you restore yourself to wellness? You don"t even know why you are not able to take care of yourself...

Your integrity is out... your sensitive conscience will not let you be well until you set things right.

We do things, little or big, that hurt others, hurt us. And then we expect to have a great life. Not possible.

But certain symptoms start happening. You can"t concentrate, or you can"t sleep well, peacefully. Or you don"t do what you know you must, you procrastinate.

To get out of the deep hole you inequities put you, you need to start taking small steps to restore your integrity, to restore your wholeness.

You can"t love yourself, when your integrity is out, and you can"t love your life when you don"t love yourself.

It is a downward spiral like the tread of the screw, every turn of the screw takes you deeper and deeper into the mire.

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NEW: When you love yourself, you love your life...

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You find yourself not sleeping well, eating the wrong thing, not taking care of yourself... Maybe you are getting signs of depression... Maybe you are procrastinating...

How can you restore yourself to wellness? You don"t even know why you are not able to take care of yourself...

Your integrity is out... your sensitive conscience will not let you be well until you set things right.

We do things, little or big, that hurt others, hurt us. And then we expect to have a great life. Not possible.

But certain symptoms start happening. You can"t concentrate, or you can"t sleep well, peacefully. Or you don"t do what you know you must, you procrastinate.

To get out of the deep hole you inequities put you, you need to start taking small steps to restore your integrity, to restore your wholeness.

You can"t love yourself, when your integrity is out, and you can"t love your life when you don"t love yourself.

It is a downward spiral like the tread of the screw, every turn of the screw takes you deeper and deeper into the mire.

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Saturday, December 14, 2013

NEW: How a small donation of $3 got me unstuck

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When money is tight, when I count every penny to make it to the next rent check, I always do something illogical, something that doesn"t make sense, but it works, and it works in spades.

I give a donation. Not big, just a little bit.

I have been doing this for about 10 years not, and ...
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NEW: The Law of Responsibility from Dan Millman"s book

The Law of Responsibility

Once we establish the limits and boundaries of our responsibility, we can take full charge of that which is our duty and let go of that which is not: in doing so, we find more enjoyment supporting others, as we create more harmonious cooperative relationships. ((The way I word this: you can only be responsible for what belongs to you. I don"t use the word "duty" in the context of responsibility, EVER, because, in my view, duty is an outward phenomenon, and responsibility and inward phenomenon. Meaning: you want to be sure that you 1. know what belongs to you, because these are the only things you can and want to be responsible for 2. you will be cut off from your inner powers as long as you don"t take responsibility, don"t own what belongs to you. Responsibility is your access to your own inner power, peace of mind and ability to produce results, express yourself, etc. So it is an inner job.))

For peace of mind, we need to resign as general manager of the universe. LARRY EISENBERG

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Wednesday, December 11, 2013

NEW: Distinction: Politician

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I have been planning to write an article about thinking like a politician.

I have been unable to. I have vague ideas, examples, movies, articles, real life politicians, and yet, no article.

So I got curious: I am not known for writer"s block, I was born to write, I was born to express.

So, I have been walking about my apartment, seemingly aimless, allowing an insight to emerge: what is the reason I am not able to write this article.

I am not able to see the behavior, the mindset from the inside: I am not a politician, neither in occupation, nor in mindset... I am looking from the outside... it is like an ugly bug to me. Most things that I write about are things that I can see myself doing... so maybe that"s what"s missing: seeing it in me, recognizing it, ugly as it may be.

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NEW: Apocalypse: an opportunity to develop some capacities to be ready for anything

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This is an article partially rewritten by me. It is from Rob Brezsny from his book, Pronoia... with my notes, annotations...

He describes, through the "apocalypse" the relationship between the pedestrian (driftwood) way of living and the living on the higher floors... pretty much what I teach... Although his language is a lot more lofty, a lot more "spiritual," but he expresses what I am trying to say, maybe better than I do.



Some "visionaries" and "prophets" expect a huge and sudden shift in the world"s story sometime in the coming years. Most predict that it will be a sudden cascade of events that completely changes everything everywhere.

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Monday, December 9, 2013

NEW: That sinking feeling in your stomach...

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That sinking feeling... that you don"t measure up, the impending doom, being found out... fear of death...

I just read an article on the New York Times, and ended up having that sinking feeling in my stomach.

I don"t often have it myself, that sinking feeling in my stomach, but I ...
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Sunday, December 8, 2013

NEW: The Healing Codes: why does it work? Why does not it work?

The Healing Codes: why does it work? Why does not it work?


We want to change habits because we see that the ones we have don"t serve us.

We want to change thoughts because the ones we have torture us.

We need to change attitudes because the ones we have were given to us by those that want us to be a slave.



So far so good. But how?


Some practitioners use incantations... those don"t work.

Some teachers give us affirmations: ditto... the mind says "no" and that"s that.

Some teachers are smarter, and they give us something to look at while they keep us busy manually.



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NEW: Often things you want look impossible

Often things you want look impossible.

How do I know it? Because, for me, it is an hourly experience. Why? Because I start so many projects, use so many different methods, software, etc. that require all different skill-sets, most of it is impossible... or so it looks.

I believe that if I can imagine doing it, I can learn how to do it. But learning is hard, and some types of learning are not linear: you beat your head against the wall for a long time, before you see the light.

Most of the things I need to learn are like that.

In addition to things being hard, I also like to go for impossible projects, like transforming humanity, and such.

I know it"s impossible. I know it"s not up to me. I know and yet... I want to give my life to something that is bigger than my life. After all your life is only as big as your projects are.

Let me repeat that:

Your life is only as big as your projects are.

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Saturday, December 7, 2013

NEW: Why is it that when your vibration drops, everybody seems to suddenly attack you and everything bothers you...

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One of the most harmful words in the English language are I, my, and me.

It is not that they are intrinsically harmful! they are harmful the way we relate to their meaning.

Context is decisive. Sometimes these words (I, my and me) are the context, and sometimes they are heard in a context... confusing? Yeah, context has been confusing to many of my students. But being confused is a very high state: the lowest state a human is "knowing." Why? Because once you think you know, once you think you have the answer, you stop looking, you stop being present, your mind is running the show, the stupid machine that anyone can hack, and they do, and you wouldn"t even know.

What is the highest state? I am not sure. But I am certain that the "I can see that" is higher than "confused". I am not at the highest state, or if I am, I have no idea what indicates that state... so let"s not go there, ok?

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Friday, December 6, 2013

NEW: Human Design... a different view, distinction, looking glass, focus...

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Human Design... a different view, distinction, looking glass, focus...

Human Design Institute: 190
Ra personal vibration: 300
accuracy of interpretation of charts: 200
charts: not useful
truth value: 200
useful: yes
idea of false self: useful (eliminates ego concerns)
eating recommendations: useful
type identification: not useful
action/initiation mode: not correct, not useful

I muscle tested these again, and the results were the same.

So, if the numbers are so low, why am I saying that many of the stuff they have is useful?

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Thursday, December 5, 2013

NEW: The "thing" that other teachers, religions, gurus call Ego, what do we call it in the Original Design system?

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What is the "thing" that other teachers, religions, gurus call Ego, in the Original Design system?

I just had a flash of insight: one of my students who has been suffering with digestive issues forever stopped coming to coaching calls. It began with me directing her to a different type of eating, the type of eating that has made the most difference for me: being a Separator or Alternating according to the Human Design Institute.

I felt hurt, I felt bruised, I felt betrayed. I looked and I felt that my pride was hurt. Or, using the terminology of "other" teachers, my "ego" was hurt.

But we use Ego, in "my" system for the force, the energy, the team-mate that is part of the team that you are, that is your friend if and when you keep up the communication with it. So it doesn"t get bruised, or hurt...

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Wednesday, December 4, 2013

NEW: Winners and losers: what is the difference between being a winner or a loser?

If you observe, every long running TV show went through a sudden change a year or two ago.

The plots got steeper, the camera movements swifter. Why? Because we live in "attention economy". The rarest resource, the most un-renewable resource is people"s attention.

You need to be sold not to click the channel changer, to stay there sitting. Your attention represents dollar value for the TV company, for the advertisers, for the actors, etc.

They are selling you on watching that, and keep on watching that.

Nothing happens unless somebody sells something... goes the saying, and it is true. When somebody sells something, that also means somebody bought that thing.

Winners are in sales, because they make things happen.

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NEW: Are you looking at the world always the same way? It keeps the world the same way!

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What can you do to personally upgrade to Human Being: magnificent, cutting edge, inclusive? Learn from the Bateleur Eagle...

I stopped in a public library yesterday and got a book, called Upgrade Me, by Brian Clegg.

Here is the "flap" copy: Biologically, human beings haven’t changed in 100,000 years – but thanks to our amazing brains we can upgrade ourselves to add capabilities that took other creatures millions of years to evolve. Thanks to this "unnatural" evolution we are already Human 2.0. In the effort to stay alive, reproduce and make more of brains, we have transformed ourselves. Now with a better understanding of the mechanisms of the body, cloning, gene therapy, bionics, and other technologies, our rate of change is getting ever faster. This process of upgrading is nothing new. It has been around for millennia, and it raises some provocative questions. What will the future hold? Will our drive to upgrade continue to give positive benefits, or will it result in destruction? Where is our evolutionary survival heading? Sure to cause much debate, UPGRADE ME is science journalist Brian Clegg"s ambitious and brilliant account of humanity"s need to upgrade

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Tuesday, December 3, 2013

NEW: When you are sick, your job is to be sick...

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The last few days have been extraordinary. Not good, not very bad, simply not my ordinary days.

I have had a heart-to-heart with my ego that didn"t want to allow me to grow business-wise. It was very interesting... you should watch the replay if you don"t know what I am talking about.

I have had a lot done, mostly stuff that was stressful, scary, new, and there was a lot of emotions around it.

The energy attacks resumed last Thursday, so I experience frequent debilitating pain.

I am tired. My eyes are hurting, my body is hurting, but the mind screams: "Soldier on..."

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Monday, December 2, 2013

NEW: Breathing... are you breathing freely? Are you holding your breath? You are not sure?

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I never thought much about breathing... after all who does.

But, because of my insomnia, because of my inability to fall asleep, because of the horrible nightmares, I took a class on relaxation techniques, and it was a breathing technique.

I don"t even know if I was just making it my own and changed the instructions, but the "my version" worked fairly well for decades. I took deep breaths and combined and made continuous the the in-breath and the out-breath... After a minute or two I got so lightheaded, that I drifted of to sleep.

Worked like a knockout... literally... lol.

But since I have raised my vibration, my body is not willing to participate in anything as drastic as that...

The reason breathing came up is not insomnia, but because I just finished a private session with a client, and want to share something with you:

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Sunday, December 1, 2013

NEW: On Insomnia and My Sleep Rescue Sleep Remedy aka Heaven on Earth

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Insomnia, 14 million pages on google... big issue. ((from wikipedia: Insomnia, or sleeplessness, is a sleep disorder in which there is an inability to fall asleep or to stay asleep as long as desired.[1][2] While the term is sometimes used to describe a disorder demonstrated by polysomnographic evidence of disturbed sleep, insomnia is often practically defined as a positive response to either of two questions: "Do you experience difficulty sleeping?" or "Do you have difficulty falling or staying asleep?"

Insomnia is most often thought of as both a medical sign and a symptom that can accompany several sleep, medical, and psychiatric disorders characterized by a persistent difficulty falling asleep and/or staying asleep or sleep of poor quality. Insomnia is typically followed by functional impairment while awake. Insomnia can occur at any age, but it is particularly common in the elderly. Insomnia can be short term (up to three weeks) or long term (above 3–4 weeks), which can lead to memory problems, depression, irritability and an increased risk of heart disease and automobile related accidents.

Those who are having trouble sleeping sometimes turn to sleeping pills, which can help when used occasionally but may lead to substance dependence or addiction if used regularly for an extended period.

Insomnia can be grouped into primary and secondary, or comorbid, insomnia. Primary insomnia is a sleep disorder not attributable to a medical, psychiatric, or environmental cause. It is described as a complaint of prolonged sleep onset latency, disturbance of sleep maintenance, or the experience of non-refreshing sleep. A complete diagnosis will differentiate between free-standing primary insomnia, insomnia as secondary to another condition, and primary insomnia co-morbid with one or more conditions.))

My recommendations, from my personal experience:

Even though I have invented the Sleep Rescue, and I have been using it, even though I can even download the energy of Heaven on Earth directly into myself, even though I have the HOE Long Range playing in my apartment 24/7, there are times when sleeping is difficult.


Occasionally I have problems with falling asleep

Other times I have problems staying asleep, especially after the first wave of sleep that can go as short ash 30 minutes, to as long as two hours.

And yet other times I am sleeping, but my sleep is not restful, it is full of repetitive nightmarish dreams.



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NEW: Great Stuff I"d like you to see. Also a great gift idea, I think

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I found a page of a photographer that amazed me. I use a lot of photos in this blog, and sometimes I wonder how the photographer made the photo: I sure don"t know how to do tricks like that, although I like taking pictures and I have thousands of published photos...

Here is a little taste:

Here is the link to the page. There is a video there too, that I could not link to directly.

http://www.yourvibration.com/photography

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Saturday, November 30, 2013

NEW: New Age Myth Busting: Abundance, Manifesting, and other garden variety turd

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New Age teachers say that we live in a world of abundance. Law of Attraction people say the same.

Now, it may be true, to some degree, but it is not necessarily a good thing for a normal human ((In my articles, starting a few weeks ago, I now distinguish between a human and a human being. Humans don"t have the DNA for the 13 capacities that came with the upgrade on September 4, while a human being does: i.e. they now CAN live in harmony with both the physical and spiritual laws, and by "can" I mean they have the ability and the desire. At this point, November 30, the number of human beings is 3% of the population of the earth, and 16% of the people that could get the capacities, could want the capacites, but still don"t have them.))

We live in the physical world. We have physical bodies, and our survival is physical, depending on physical resources that other humans, other physical bodies are in competition for.

Now, is that a good thing? Is the sky a good thing? Is the earth a good thing? It"s a stupid question: it is neither good, nor bad, it is just what"s so.

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NEW: Great stuff I want you to see... it"s both funny and poignant

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NEW: The two legged dog and you: what"s the difference?

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In a Landmark Seminar they ask: what makes you who you are today? Everybody looks at the past, and they say: the parents, life experiences, etc. Then Landmark triumphantly says: what makes you who you are today is the future you live into.

Now, it is elegant. They even have a story to illustrate it on the short term.

But what if you are a Stephen Hawkins, or just a Jew, or a puppy born without hind legs? Or what if you have been raped, abused, loved, spoiled, if you were born rich, poor?

Looking at your past, and looking at your present, we can say, with high accuracy what were your decisions about yourself and your life... because the future is defined by your reaction to what hand you were dealt.

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Friday, November 29, 2013

NEW: Talk back to me: why is my vibration so low? I meditate, I try to be heart-centered...

Here is an actual conversation in email, over time.

Me, after measuring the person"s vibration


Your vibration is 150.


Person


Thank you Sophie. I think maybe I have been drinking too much wine lately. Would that affect it? I also have had a bit of sad news about a family member. I will consider the HOE when I have a better chance to look at the website later.

Am I ready for the DNA upgrade?

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NEW: Talk back to me: is integrity an issue if I pay someone a lower wage than others?

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Question:


I"m hoping you may have time to address this question: I have been using the "Cancel That" exercise.

Realizing that I have not had hardly any integrity in my life has been mind blowing, by the way.

Ok, my question is: in the course of doing business, is integrity an issue if I pay someone a lower wage (consensually) for a service that others are being paid higher wages to do the same service? Thank you for any input you may have.




Answer:



Integrity is an inside job. No social or moral obligations are relevant when we look if there is integrity in a behavior. No one can tell you anything about your integrity.

Integrity is an issue between you and you.

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Thursday, November 28, 2013

NEW: The capacity to care, the capacity to love: why is it that people don"t want it?

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Why would a large majority of the human population refuse to receive the DNA upgrade?

In conversations with students, without ever asking their opinion about this, I have formed a view about the reasons why someone would not want the capacities included in the DNA upgrade of September 4.

It is hard to fathom... after all if you have more capacities, you can live more, love more, have more, enjoy more... but no, reality doesn"t work the way of imagination, not at all.

The easiest it is to see this unwillingness when we look at the capacities of love and caring.

Most of humanity lives in a state I call "driftwood."

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NEW: Should you pretend that we are already in the thousand years of peace?

A student asked today:

Sophie, I want to know more about the 1,000 years of peace. Can one who is committed to this idea actually start living as if they were already here? Is it wise? Is it possible?

My answer


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NEW: Being a winner... is it a matter of luck? What is luck anyway?

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Before I do the webinar on inventing being a winner, it would be useful, wouldn"t you say, to distinguish what is winning, what is a winner, so you can choose to be that, or not.

So, I have been looking at everything through this distinction for the past few days, and I am starting to see things.

I have found that the difference between winning or not winning, oftentimes can be seen in the difference in attention.

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NEW: Being a winner... is it a matter of luck? What is luck anyway?

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Before I do the webinar on inventing being a winner, it would be useful, wouldn"t you say, to distinguish what is winning, what is a winner, so you can choose to be that, or not.

So, I have been looking at everything through this distinction for the past few days, and I am starting to see things.

I have found that the difference between winning or not winning, oftentimes can be seen in the difference in attention.

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Tuesday, November 26, 2013

NEW: When you don"t hurry, time doesn"t hurry either. When you are prepared you can afford to not hurry

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The article I wrote about IQ and your inability to see higher than 1 degree above your level, and about 5 degrees below your level fell on echoless silence. Hm, interesting.

I shared my findings with the woman who drives me to do my errands on every Tuesday, and watched her emotions... they were "holding your breath, playing possum, I am not here..."

I have been pondering what to make of it, and I saw it: we don"t like our bubble burst. We want our self-image stay the way it is, so all of life can stay the same.

This, in spite of all the desire to be more, live more, do more, have more. In spite of the desire to raise your vibration. Why? Because it"s scary. It is scary to hear that our worst fears are true, or maybe even worse than we feared them to be.

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Monday, November 25, 2013

NEW: Turning your life around on a dime... of how to become a winner in life

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In this article I am going to illustrate a method of turning your life around, going from mundane, boring, safe, and probably unhappy, to a life that excites you, a life of adventure, and joy.

The example is real: I went through this just about an hour ago... so it is real and it"s fresh. Here you go:



I have been waking up every morning disappointed that I woke up. I have had the

"I only woke up in the morning because I didn"t die the night before"

This morning I sat on the edge of my bed, looking at this mood, curiously. The "I" that was watching, was sympathetic and compassionate to the miserable "I" that was sitting on the edge of the bed.

"But it makes no difference," the miserable I said. "People are set in their ways, the dark side wins by numbers, and no matter what I do, it makes no difference... not really!" it continued its whining.

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Sunday, November 24, 2013

NEW: When the mind takes over perception you see only what the mind wants, the mind allows you to see

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When the mind takes over perception you see what your mind wants to see

We have all experienced how the mind tricks us into believing that something other than what"s happening is happening.

When you are dizzy, sea-sick or drunk: the room seems to be spinning. When someone tells you skinny is good, you start liking skinny. When someone tells you you are ugly, you start seeing ugly.

You are not allowed to see what your mind doesn"t allow you to see, this is why Japanese soldiers could not see, till the end, that they were beaten. More than that: Japanese soldiers were enlisted into the Japanese navy, but never considered that they should learn to swim: the option that their vessel would sink never occurred to them: after all their emperor was invincible. They would not even move to get a life preserver when they were under attack: their mind told them that nothing can happen to them... and they died by drowning... victims of the mind.

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Saturday, November 23, 2013

NEW: The courage to be yourself, your real self, your true self, the real you

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I had an insight yesterday that was completely driven home today by my guidance system. You see, often we see something, and then it"s gone, without it imparting the important learning in what we saw. It is such a frequent happening, that we don"t even pay attention to it any more... we consider it normal that the insights disappear as fast as they appeared.

We see the learning from them only from the corner of our eyes, and who can control that... not many of us.

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NEW: Being guided is the weirdest of anything you can imagine, and even of things you can"t imagine

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I remember, in the "Ultimate Leadership" course, being guided around land mines while my eyes were closed. The issue of trust, trusting my life to another human being was something I still have nightmares about today. The course was almost 10 years ago.

But in that exercise I knew the outcome, so I could keep it in my mind"s eye as "that"s what will be the result if all goes as planned."

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Friday, November 22, 2013

NEW: Humans didn"t become the peak of evolution because they are weaklings, they had to be made weaklings

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Humans didn"t become the peak of evolution because they are weaklings, they had to be made weaklings. They are highly adaptable, so they were highly changeable. That is humans strongest point, and that is also what makes them vulnerable.

Each and every human alive today, regardless of their ethnicity, whether they can accept the DNA upgrade or not, are able to be with a lot of adversity, that you, my dear reader, are not finding yourself capable of.

Everything seems to threaten your ordered little world, and it feels that if you can"t fix that threat, it will crack your world and you with it.

When I ask a student about this, either they say they are weak, or they say that they are strong, but their behavior belies a fundamental belief that they are weak.

This could not come from experience, because most of you never experienced much that requires courage, or strength, or the capacity to make it through and out of adverse circumstances. Beliefs are this are implanted, through centuries long conditioning.

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Thursday, November 21, 2013

NEW: Your sphere of influence and your vibration: what is the connection?

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People do all kinds of things to raise their vibration. But one of the most important things they could do, they don"t even think of it.

I had a conversation with a student last night, and finally "diagnosed" why her vibration isn"t changing much in spite of all the calls she comes to.

And then I opened an email ((Hi

Most people decided to do nothing today. Nothing.

Some thought about doing something but then decided to actually do nothing.

You say: Sam, lots of people went to work today. Um...yea, I know. That"s actually doing something for someone else - their boss.

I promote a message of entrepreneurship. Monetizing your passion. Living every day likes it"s Saturday.

Yet... sadly - very few did anything today.

You see, everything begins with a decision. Nothing can happen until you make conscious decision to do something. Anything.

One big decision you need to make is who you spend time with. How about that for starters?

Make a decision to improve your sphere of influence. That decision alone will do more for you than anything at a job.

When I made the decision to delete all my employee friends from my cell phone, my quality of life rose dramatically.

When I understood my boss couldn"t spell cat if you gave him the C and the A... I launched into a new phase of my life - no longer dependent on a steady paycheck, yet empowered by all the possibilities that lie ahead.

Do that. Upgrade your inner circle. Tell your negative friends that you"re making some big changes in your life and they just happen to be part of it.

Success will follow.

Talk soon, Sam)) this morning... and I knew I must talk to you about this.

In a Landmark Education course, the Wisdom Course, there is a distinction that talks exactly about this. The distinction is called Originating Circle ((It is called Originating Circle, because just like your food originates how you are, the soil a plant grows in originates how they are, the people you interact with, listen to, learn from, compete with, pay attention to, will originate you, meaning give you the quality of your life.))

The course leader drove home that concept like this: he said:
"I grew up in New York City.

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NEW: Your sphere of influence and your vibration: what is the connection?

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People do all kinds of things to raise their vibration. But one of the most important things they could do, they don"t even think of it.

I had a conversation with a student last night, and finally "diagnosed" why her vibration isn"t changing much in spite of all the calls she comes to.

And then I opened an email ((Hi

Most people decided to do nothing today. Nothing.

Some thought about doing something but then decided to actually do nothing.

You say: Sam, lots of people went to work today. Um...yea, I know. That"s actually doing something for someone else - their boss.

I promote a message of entrepreneurship. Monetizing your passion. Living every day likes it"s Saturday.

Yet... sadly - very few did anything today.

You see, everything begins with a decision. Nothing can happen until you make conscious decision to do something. Anything.

One big decision you need to make is who you spend time with. How about that for starters?

Make a decision to improve your sphere of influence. That decision alone will do more for you than anything at a job.

When I made the decision to delete all my employee friends from my cell phone, my quality of life rose dramatically.

When I understood my boss couldn"t spell cat if you gave him the C and the A... I launched into a new phase of my life - no longer dependent on a steady paycheck, yet empowered by all the possibilities that lie ahead.

Do that. Upgrade your inner circle. Tell your negative friends that you"re making some big changes in your life and they just happen to be part of it.

Success will follow.

Talk soon, Sam)) this morning... and I knew I must talk to you about this.

In a Landmark Education course, the Wisdom Course, there is a distinction that talks exactly about this. The distinction is called Originating Circle ((It is called Originating Circle, because just like your food originates how you are, the soil a plant grows in originates how they are, the people you interact with, listen to, learn from, compete with, pay attention to, will originate you, meaning give you the quality of your life.))

The course leader drove home that concept like this: he said:
"I grew up in New York City.

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Wednesday, November 20, 2013

NEW: Tough choices: knowing what"s important

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Tough choices: knowing what"s important

Life is really so incredible perfect when you are committed to something, and therefore you look at everything through that commitment.

Here is a quote I had attached to my kitchen cabinet for four years. When I moved it was impossible to save it: it crumbled... lol. It has an awful lot to do with who I am today, and the incredible results I was able to produce in those four years:


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Tuesday, November 19, 2013

NEW: Can you be with it? Can you have that thing there, threatening as it might be, and just be? And observe? And do nothing?

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Can you be with it? Can you have that thing there, threatening as it might be, and just be? And observe? And do nothing? None of your buttons pushed, none of your usual anger, or whatever... just silence, just peace, just emergence?

It is the most evolved state. It looks similar to ignorance... like all of Germany ignoring, turning a blind eye to the genocide of undesirables, of which Jews were just one group. Homosexuals, gypsies, communists, intellectuals that didn"t cooperate...

Ignorance comes from not caring. Ignorance is an animal state. It is the ultimate "desire-for-the-self-alone" because if you didn"t see it you don"t have to do anything, you don"t have to feel anything, including fear, oneness, you can just continue being sheep.

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Monday, November 18, 2013

NEW: Will the Soul in you cry when it"s time to die, or is it going sigh a sigh of relief that the boredom is ending?

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I have been pondering what is the Soul"s attitude, the Soul"s relationship to dying.

After all the Soul is immortal, at least relative to the physical body. But what does it mean? How does it feel? What does the Soul think about that? And does the Soul come back and know it has been here before? And how does it relate to the new body, if that is how it work?

Great questions, no answers until this morning.

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Sunday, November 17, 2013

NEW: The Capacity Of Having: The Highest And Most Important Capacities Of All

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We all think of having stuff, having love, having capacities, having everything, but we have no idea what having is.

In working out for myself why people would not want the high vibration capacities of the DNA upgrade, I have come to an interesting observation.

The common mindset of people (at least from the cultures I know) is that if something is there, if they take notice of it, they have to do something with it.

If that weren"t the case, it would not hit hard reading the paragraph from Cryptonomicon from Neal Stephenson:
Bare-chested, camouflage-painted, trench knife in hand, Colt .45 stuck in the waistband of his khaki trousers, Bobby Shaftoe moves like a cloud of mist through the jungle. He stops when he can get a clear view of the Nip Army truck, framed between the hairy, cluttered trunks of a couple of date palms. A skirmish line of ants crawls over the skin of his sandaled foot. He ignores them.

If ignoring the ants biting his foot were any normal thing, he would not have written that.

Our capacity of simply having what we have, the hand we are dealt, is nonexistent for the most part... instead we have the urge to fix it, release it, kill it, eat it, consume it, delete it, or interact with it in any odd ways.

So, simply said, your life is run by all the things that you could just have, but can"t leave alone.

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NEW: Want confidence, want your life to change? Here is a simple way to do it...

All speaking is committing. All speaking. Even if it is inside your head, and only you can hear it. Not even... especially those speakings you speak to yourself are committing.

How many of those speakings have you fulfilled upon? Next to none, I guess...

If you had a team that is committed to fulfilling every wish, ever commitment you have, they only need you to act... would that team look at you today and say that you are full of crap? Given that your word has no power? That you don"t mean half of what you say?

So, what has it cost you that you are like that?

No excuse will make it easier or lighter, or less costly.

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Saturday, November 16, 2013

NEW: Existential Courage, taking risks, and what will be the most important turning point in your life

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One of the most important things I have ever done in my life is find out what really holds me back from taking risks.

After all, if you want to grow, as a person, as a business, you need to take risks: all power comes from going out of your comfort zone, and it"s a risk.

The kind of risk that causes you to grow is the kind of risk you need existential courage to face.

The other risk, existential risk, is annihilation of your physical body, but the kind of risk that causes growth is the kind that threatens to annihilate your self-image, your persona, to make you look bad, be wrong, be less than you desire to be.

So you can see, you have that kind of risk every step of the way, while the other, existential risk is rare and dull in comparison.

Let me return to the most important thing I have ever done, and that is: find out and own my biggest fear. Embrace it, if you wish... Love it, if you wish...

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NEW: How Self-Awareness is the Key to Happiness, Effectiveness, Intelligent Decisions... The Sideways View

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I thought I was going to have a domestic day, you know laundry, dishes, stuff... and watch myself, my emotions, and have a good old time.

It"s Saturday, and the weather is gorgeous. My neighborhood is even prettier in the fall than in the summer: you can see far and the contrast of the blue sky and the rusty color of the leaves is really beautiful.

The thought: "I could actually be happy" cured and hung in there for a few minutes. I made myself a nice cup of tea, and checked my email.

There was a note there from Youtube that I have a comment on my "Why are Jews smart?" video, so I went to check it out.

I found hundreds of comments. All talking vile, teenage hate talk, Jew-haters, dumb comments, irrelevant, about how Jewish women are good at oral sex... and that"s what I should do to them: I leave it to your imagination what specifically.

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Monday, August 5, 2013

NEW: The gap between who you are and who you say (pretend) you are causes stress

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The gap between who you are and who you say (pretend) you are causes stress. Most of us have lofty ideals and mediocre at best actions...

This is why noted gurus, healers, coaches, teachers have a low vibration.

You, the person seeking enlightenment, peace, healing, or success, expect the person who teaches you to know it all, be all, and never have any negative feelings, like you.

The truth is that no matter where you are on the evolutionary scale, you will always have negative feelings.

The difference between someone with low vibration and someone with high vibration is what they do with the negative feelings.

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NEW: Certainty vs Faith, Knowing vs Believing

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certainty



Certainty is perfect knowledge that has total security from error, or the mental state of being without doubt.

Objectively defined, certainty is total continuity and validity of all foundational inquiry, to the highest degree of precision. Something is certain only if no skepticism can occur.




Certainty is virtually unknown in today"s culture. We have "faith" but it is, in a way, a concept from religion, and therefore it says, secretly, in the unsaid, that you are small, and insignificant, powerless and frail... and the "thing" that is bigger than you can play with you like a cat plays with the mouse it caught.

Faith comes from weakness... at least for most people. But most importantly, faith comes from the mind. There are a few people that call it faith but it"s beyond, but not many.

Certainty comes from strength. Certainty comes from a part of you that wasn"t born when you were born and won"t die when you die. It comes from the Self, the immortal Self.

The question of needing something, faith, certainty, comes up when the future is uncertain, or when it looks really bad. When you don"t know where your rent money is going to come from, when you don"t know how you are going to beat the cancer that has taken residence in your body, when you don"t know how to talk to your child that stopped listening to you.

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Sunday, August 4, 2013

NEW: Is there an alternate reality? A parallel universe? Are there really paradigms where a version of you has a different life?

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parallel universeIs there an alternate reality? Are there paradigms where a version of you has a different life?

These and such questions have been coming up in conversations, movies, and books lately.

My answer is: I don"t know. I only know what I experience, everything else is Tree of Knowledge stuff... and I don"t teach Tree of Knowledge stuff, hearsay at best.

The next question is: what happens when you practice paradigm-jumping in order to get guidance?

Paradigm jumping is not my invention, I bought a program and learned it there. I do one thing differently: I connect to Source and jump. Why is that different? Because when you are connected to Source you are out of your thinking mode. You can"t connect to Source from the mind... and you can"t get any useful information from jumping if you stay in the head.

Two days ago I attempted to use paradigm jumping as a transformational tool for others, for the first time.

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Saturday, August 3, 2013

NEW: In life you are either growing or you are shrinking, either evolving or dying

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BalanceOne of the major challenges for humans have is this constant need, this imperative to evolve...

In life you are either evolving or you are shrinking.

What"s the challenge really?

If you pay attention, every real or perceived threat to our survival, quality of life, or to our self-perception creates a strong emotional response. We call it fear, or anxiety, or anguish, or resistance... But no matter what you call it, it wants to activate the hide reflex.

You see, they say that the reflex is fight or flight, but it would be more apt to call the flight extreme hide, shrink, trying to fix.

Fighting is bad, because it"s ineffective, but so is the avoidance of any meaningful work.

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NEW: Why people don"t take action on what they buy or what they learn...

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This is a video I made a few years ago. this is just as true today as it was then, and I found it by accident while I uploaded the HOE trial video...

here it is. Watch it. You"ll learn a lot from it.

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Thursday, August 1, 2013

NEW: Source. The Light. Are you connected? Can you connect? What happens when you connect?

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kotel-3913Are you connected? Can you connect? What happens when you connect?

I don"t know if I have ever shared on this blog the sequence of events that lead to me connecting to what I call "Source?"

It began in 1983.

I was in Israel. I moved there is 1982. I hoped that my life would change for the better, but alas, it did not.

I spent most of my life depressed, on medication, in therapy, miserable. Intermittently it interfered even with my professional life: I had to take weeks of when I was especially depressed.

I was an architect, by the way.

One night I was driving home from some trip past the Old City of Jerusalem, and I had the good idea to stop and visit the Western Wall, the wall where it is said, you are closest to God.

It was about 3 am, and there was only one Hassid, an ultra religious Jew praying in front of the wall. I sat down about 30 maybe 40 feet from the wall, and just sat there. I looked up and asked: if there is anything there, please make me feel you.

With that I suddenly felt a connection and a two-way channel opening up. No words, no sounds, just a slight pressure in the back of my head and on the top of the head, what we now lovingly call The Tangerine Spot.

It lasted for about a minute, then I needed to pay attention to the praying man: he was yelling real loud.

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NEW: Affirmations don"t work. Context works whether you want it or not. What"s the difference between an invented context and an affirmation?

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success_babyAffirmations don"t work. Context works whether you want it or not. What"s the difference between an invented context and an affirmation?

"I"ve always been famous, it"s just no one knew it yet." Lady Gaga

What"s the difference between you saying that sentence and Lady Gaga saying that sentence?

The difference is fundamental, and goes to the heart of the "human condition" and the quality of your life.

Human Being, as a species, is capable of self-direction, at least by design. Capable of self-evolvement, capable of using their WORD to create.

Whether Lady Gaga has this capacity, or this is just a bon mot... i.e. a clever saying, is immaterial.

Some people"s word matters (creates), and others" word doesn"t.

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Wednesday, July 31, 2013

NEW: More Water Energizer Reviews... more are on the way

Hi Sophie,

I read the review you posted from one of the beta testers. It sounds like typical results. However, they compared it to tap water which I don"t think is a good comparison. Tap water is horrible. I just turn it on and can smell the chemicals that are added to it. What I did was bought bottled spring water. I energized one bottle and compared it to one just the way it came from the store. I could tell the difference in the way it felt as I moved it around in my mouth and swallowed it. Much smoother. But to me the big difference was the after taste. With the bottle that was not energized there was a bitter after taste, like I was tasting the plastic from the container it came in. The energized bottle had no such after taste and just felt clean an fresh. It definitely works.

I know you were mainly interested in how the mp3 worked but I thought I would also pass on my results from the weeks I have been using your mini-energizers. The biggest thing I have noticed is my skin has cleared up, and my hair seems to feel softer. Also it"s helping me lose weight. I"m not as hungry and when I eat I seem to be satisfied quicker, especially if I"m drinking the energized water with my meal. I wasn"t expecting that. What a great unexpected benefit! Of course this may also be a result of listening to the harmonizer mp3 too. Thank you.

Mickey

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NEW: Water Energizer results... testimonial

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... and here is someone who followed instructions (gasp!) and sent me the result already:

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NEW: How can I measure the vibration of water across the planet? How do I know what to connect to, when I connect to a bottle of water you have?

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energizedHow can I measure the vibration of water across the planet? How do I know what to connect to, when I connect to a bottle of water you have?

For the past few days people are testing the brand new Water Energizer audio.

Here are some of the questions that have come up:

1. I used Fiji water... after energizing it tastes the same, but of course Fiji water tastes good.

Answer: Start with a different brand of bottled water. Then the change in taste will be dramatic. This should be obvious for most, but obviously, if one person makes this mistake, it is worth pointing out.

Also, you need to know that the testing is for you, not for me. I know it works, I have tested it myself. You need to test it to make an intelligent decision... intelligent decisions cannot be made based only on the word of the seller (me), you need to test.

Energized water tastes dramatically better and it is also silky to to palate, silky to the touch. Why? Maybe because of the coherence: freshly combed hair is silkier that unkempt hair that is like a bale of hay.

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NEW: Life is like a waterfall. It is exhilarating when you are in it, crushes you when you get in the way.

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crushing-waterfallLife is like a waterfall. It is exhilarating when you are in it, crushes you when you get in the way.

Life, your life, is the way it is... you have what you have, you do what you do, it looks the way it looks.

The problem is not with life, not even with your life. The problem is with the questions that you ask.

In my free webinars we list areas of our lives that don"t work well. When we look, there is one common denominator in all of the student"s issues, and that is the questions that they ask.

We, humanity, think that questions are just questions, and the don"t make much of a difference.

The truth is, that the question you ask will be more important than the answers you seek.

With regards to our lives, we mostly ask why questions. Why am I the way I am, why can"t I...? Why doesn"t he love me? Why do I procrastinate? Why don"t I love my life?

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Sunday, July 28, 2013

NEW: The Tangerine Technique and the Tangerine Method of Connecting to Source

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I have posted a video on youtube on the Tangerine Technique, and the very first part, the most essential part of the Tangerine Method of Connecting to Source. If you get this part wrong, you don"t connect. It is really simple.



Now, if you watched the video, you now know that in order to connect to Source, in order to raise your vibration, you need to be able to get into and stay in theta brainwave state.


According to my experience, people continue thinking after they put their attention to their tangerine spot, which means that at best they are in alpha state, at worst they are in beta state. In beta state your mechanical, linear, busy mind is running the show. There is no thinking, only having thoughts, 99% of them repetitive, unproductive, and mostly negative activity, many call self-talk, or internal monologue.


You will need to practice this a lot. The goal is to be able to live in that space. Real creative thinking comes from that deep and slow space of Theta. Real thinking is not busy mind. Real thinking, which most people never do, is a theta mind state phenomenon. You could watch real thinkers, while they are thinking. Not when they talk about thinking: talking about is beta state.



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NEW: The Truth About ALL Spiritual Teachings

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lotus serpent kundalini what is the truth?Knowledge comes when knowledge is ready.

It is said that when the student is ready the teacher shows up, but my experience is more like this: when the knowledge is ready for you... it comes.

Knowledge, real knowledge, is sacred, and it doesn"t just want to go to anyone.

My experience has been that only when you hit bottom, where there are no options, no back doors, no escape, that knowledge is willing to come to you. Maybe it is coming all the time, but I don"t know: I can only tell you that when I hit bottom, knowledge finds me.

I have been at my rope"s end. I am doing the work I was asked to do: using my empath ability to fully experience what you experience, fully feel what you feel, so I can guide you from where you are, instead of where I THINK you are.

It is much like being taught ballet: the teacher puts her hand on your calf, changes the angle of your ankle... hands on. Imagine being taught remotely: the teacher would have to rely on their idea of where you must be, what you must be doing, and give you guidance from that. You would never become a ballet dancer, and you would injure yourself in addition to failure.

The same is true for spiritual teaching: teaching you to find your self, to get out of your mind, to use the energies inherent in your physiology and spiritual body, wield your attention, your will, your witness.

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NEW: Why Do You Need Self-Discipline And Will-Power To Achieve Higher States Of Consciousness? The Path To Grace and Ease

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self-discipline the path to grace and ease

A "normal" human being is weak, weak willed, and behaves in a pleasure seeking way.

A "normal" human being, when asked why they do what they do, they always have a because. Their whole being is effect: they are never the cause of their own action, their own feelings, their own thoughts.

The world of humans is an interplay of cause and effect. Rare humans are the cause of their actions. They are in higher states of consciousness. They don"t need an outside cause: they act as their own authority.

To go from "normal" human being, meaning weak willed and pleasure seeking, ordinary consciousness, you will need to develop capacities that are not taught in school, and they are not even encouraged.

When I first learned this whole distinction, responsibility, or said in another way, being a cause, the occasion was being late. I was late, and I had good reasons: I started late, the weather, the train schedule, the cab driver, the elevator... a slew of reasons.

The trainer suggested that I become cause of my being late. I tried, "I am late because I am forgetful..." but as he explained, I mean the trainer, that would still be something other than me being the cause. If it is an internal and inherent weakness that causes something, I am still a victim, I am still an effect.


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NEW: Is the Unlimited Abundance by Christie Marie Sheldon a scam? A Review

I have gone to her webinars, and I have students who have.

The whole methodology of Christie Marie Sheldon is to do incantations. Incantations like a witch, which is quite in character, considering her little wicked giggle, even though it is a nervous laugh, much like a tik... she probably has no control over it. It is irritating nevertheless.

She says that she uses the energy of the audience, and she is not lying about that. She managed to put an energy sucking attachment on my neck: except I caught it early, I suffered only three days before I checked myself for an attachment, and removed it.

My personal experience is that people who flock to Christie Marie Sheldon, are suckers for miracles, have no or low self confidence, and are not really willing to do what it takes to make a buck.

The testimonials are from the exception.

Also, as an empath I can tell you with certainty, that Christie Marie Sheldon doesn"t believe a word she says, and neither does her promoter, owner of Mind Valley, an Indian guy, didn"t catch his name.

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NEW: Self-Punishment, Self-Punishing Behavior

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self-punishment-anorexia

This topic comes from a reader, thank you. Without her prompting I would have never looked there. It would have been a big missing.

I am going to share only what I really know, from my experience, not some theories of some big names, like Freud... I am giving you only Tree of Life.

In my experience, most people have self-punishment to some degree.

There are quite a few ways to get to guilt and shame, which is at the root of this behavior.

Self-punishment for doing something wrong, lack of self-discipline



One way is to do things that we know are wrong. We want it, desire it fervently, and then we do it. If the environment is unforgiving or we have even seen anyone punished, verbally or physically, we expect to be punished.

Desire for pleasure is like a two-sided coin (do you know a coin that is not two sided? lol). One side is the fulfillment of the want or desire for pleasure, the other side is always misery. Why? Because pleasure is momentary. It comes with a downside, and the downside is either guilt, or more desire plus guilt.

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Saturday, July 27, 2013

NEW: The Tangerine Technique and the Tangerine Method of Connecting to Source

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I have posted a video on youtube on the Tangerine Technique, and the very first part, the most essential part of the Tangerine Method of Connecting to Source. If you get this part wrong, you don"t connect. It is really simple.



Now, if you watched the video, you now know that in order to connect to Source, in order to raise your vibration, you need to be able to get into and stay in theta brainwave state.


According to my experience, people continue thinking after they put their attention to their tangerine spot, which means that at best they are in alpha state, at worst they are in beta state. In beta state your mechanical, linear, busy mind is running the show. There is no thinking, only having thoughts, 99% of them repetitive, unproductive, and mostly negative activity, many call self-talk, or internal monologue.


You will need to practice this a lot. The goal is to be able to live in that space. Real creative thinking comes from that deep and slow space of Theta. Real thinking is not busy mind. Real thinking, which most people never do, is a theta mind state phenomenon. You could watch real thinkers, while they are thinking. Not when they talk about thinking: talking about is beta state.



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NEW: The Truth About ALL Spiritual Teachings

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lotus serpent kundalini what is the truth?Knowledge comes when knowledge is ready.

It is said that when the student is ready the teacher shows up, but my experience is more like this: when the knowledge is ready for you... it comes.

Knowledge, real knowledge, is sacred, and it doesn"t just want to go to anyone.

My experience has been that only when you hit bottom, where there are no options, no back doors, no escape, that knowledge is willing to come to you. Maybe it is coming all the time, but I don"t know: I can only tell you that when I hit bottom, knowledge finds me.

I have been at my rope"s end. I am doing the work I was asked to do: using my empath ability to fully experience what you experience, fully feel what you feel, so I can guide you from where you are, instead of where I THINK you are.

It is much like being taught ballet: the teacher puts her hand on your calf, changes the angle of your ankle... hands on. Imagine being taught remotely: the teacher would have to rely on their idea of where you must be, what you must be doing, and give you guidance from that. You would never become a ballet dancer, and you would injure yourself in addition to failure.

The same is true for spiritual teaching: teaching you to find your self, to get out of your mind, to use the energies inherent in your physiology and spiritual body, wield your attention, your will, your witness.

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NEW: Why Do You Need Self-Discipline And Will-Power To Achieve Higher States Of Consciousness? The Path To Grace and Ease

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self-discipline the path to grace and ease

A "normal" human being is weak, weak willed, and behaves in a pleasure seeking way.

A "normal" human being, when asked why they do what they do, they always have a because. Their whole being is effect: they are never the cause of their own action, their own feelings, their own thoughts.

The world of humans is an interplay of cause and effect. Rare humans are the cause of their actions. They are in higher states of consciousness. They don"t need an outside cause: they act as their own authority.

To go from "normal" human being, meaning weak willed and pleasure seeking, ordinary consciousness, you will need to develop capacities that are not taught in school, and they are not even encouraged.

When I first learned this whole distinction, responsibility, or said in another way, being a cause, the occasion was being late. I was late, and I had good reasons: I started late, the weather, the train schedule, the cab driver, the elevator... a slew of reasons.

The trainer suggested that I become cause of my being late. I tried, "I am late because I am forgetful..." but as he explained, I mean the trainer, that would still be something other than me being the cause. If it is an internal and inherent weakness that causes something, I am still a victim, I am still an effect.


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NEW: Is the Unlimited Abundance by Christie Marie Sheldon a scam? A Review

I have gone to her webinars, and I have students who have.

The whole methodology of Christie Marie Sheldon is to do incantations. Incantations like a witch, which is quite in character, considering her little wicked giggle, even though it is a nervous laugh, much like a tik... she probably has no control over it. It is irritating nevertheless.

She says that she uses the energy of the audience, and she is not lying about that. She managed to put an energy sucking attachment on my neck: except I caught it early, I suffered only three days before I checked myself for an attachment, and removed it.

My personal experience is that people who flock to Christie Marie Sheldon, are suckers for miracles, have no or low self confidence, and are not really willing to do what it takes to make a buck.

The testimonials are from the exception.

Also, as an empath I can tell you with certainty, that Christie Marie Sheldon doesn"t believe a word she says, and neither does her promoter, owner of Mind Valley, an Indian guy, didn"t catch his name.

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NEW: Self-Punishment, Self-Punishing Behavior

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self-punishment-anorexia

This topic comes from a reader, thank you. Without her prompting I would have never looked there. It would have been a big missing.

I am going to share only what I really know, from my experience, not some theories of some big names, like Freud... I am giving you only Tree of Life.

In my experience, most people have self-punishment to some degree.

There are quite a few ways to get to guilt and shame, which is at the root of this behavior.

Self-punishment for doing something wrong, lack of self-discipline



One way is to do things that we know are wrong. We want it, desire it fervently, and then we do it. If the environment is unforgiving or we have even seen anyone punished, verbally or physically, we expect to be punished.

Desire for pleasure is like a two-sided coin (do you know a coin that is not two sided? lol). One side is the fulfillment of the want or desire for pleasure, the other side is always misery. Why? Because pleasure is momentary. It comes with a downside, and the downside is either guilt, or more desire plus guilt.

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NEW: Vibrational Review: Jesus Christ

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religions of the world including ChristianityI get my ideas of whose vibration to measure from people who search for names on my site.

Lots of people search for "Jesus vibration"

How do I measure vibration?

Step 1: I connect to Source.
Step 2: I connect to the person or idea I want to measure.
Step 3: I say: more than 200 and muscle test...
Step 4: If it is more than 200, I say more than 210, more than 220, etc. and I muscle test until my fingers open signifying a no. If it is not more than 200, I go downward from 200, until my fingers open.



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NEW: Dry Rain: The water that you drink leaves you dry inside... in fact dried out like a prune

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dry-rain5This article I found on yahoo gave me an idea: this is a great way to show you how you manage to be dehydrated in spite of the fact that you drink a lot of liquids.

The basis of every liquid is water. And depending on the vibration of the water, and depending on what is added to it, you are either going to get lubricated and hydrated or not.

When you are not lubricated, your body can"t do the processes that would allow it deal with the food effectively, your elimination will suffer, and your immune system will malfunction.

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NEW: Self-Respect Is The Key To A Great Life: When You Like Yourself You Like Your Life

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Paradigm-Shift and self-respect


Respect means two things: the original meaning: double take, and the new, politically correct meaning: honor.


I will mean the original meaning in this article: the act of looking again. Because when you first looked, the past got into your eyes. You saw what you expected to see, you saw how it used to be, how you saw it before, you saw it in a way that rendered your relationship with it stuck, and your life as well.


What you hold true, about yourself, about your loved ones, about other people, individually and as others grouped together, about life, about work, about what is good and what is bad, gives you a certain world, and for the purposes of this article we"ll call it your paradigm.
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NEW: What is your WHY to become successful? What is your REASON and PURPOSE to raise your vibration?

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without a big enough why, life is like herding cats


Get a big enough reason WHY, so you can be in action and achieve results


Most people that sit on the fence, or sit on the sidelines wishing they could be somewhere else, enjoying the fruits of their labor, have a few characteristics to share, in addition to sharing the attitude: "this isn"t it". Whatever that "this" is, it isn"t it. Neither is how they feel about themselves, nor is the weather. The whole gamut.

The question I set out for myself to answer: what is it that makes these people not successful, not acting, not accomplishing much of anything, not attaining the fruits of their labor even when they do act?

  1. If they don"t act, they beat themselves up for not acting, for being indecisive, fearful, overly cautious. They call what stops them fear of failure, but they are wrong: that is not what stops them. We"ll see later what it is.

  2. They don"t have a vision, neither short term, nor long term. When I ask them what they want, they don"t know. They know what they want, what they want to get done. They may have a vague direction, but there is nothing more to it.


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NEW: Is the Soul-Correction Workshop Stairway to Heaven?

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raise your vibration with soul-correction aided with custom activatorsIs the Soul-Correction Workshop Stairway to Heaven?

We"ll first need to distinguish all the elements of the above question, otherwise we are going to be like two trains passing each other: not on the same track.

Let me hold no secrets from you:


soul correction is at the root of you raising your vibration. Nothing else. You conquering, one-by-one your shadow...

So let"s look at the distinctions:


What is Soul-Correction? It"s a set of set behaviors and attitudes that are out of vibrational alignment with how it is, a distortion in perception of reality

What is a workshop? Workshops are interactive. There is no actual material delivered, except when some explanation of distinctions is necessary in order to understand what"s happening. In my workshops I coach participants publicly while others listen. I make it as interactive as I can, and I demand attention, at least raising your hand by pushing a button on your computer. If you join the workshop (webinar) from a phone or ipad, you can type "yes" when others raise their hands.

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NEW: The Secret To Attaining A Good Self-Image and Self-Esteem

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not-itThe Secret To Attaining A Good Self-Image and Self-Esteem

Remember, that the more you like yourself the better you like your life? But did you know that you don"t like yourself, because you disappointed yourself?

When you are down in the dumps, and you try to pick yourself up, the experts say that you should do some juicy affirmations. But the truth is, that you know you are lying, so the affirmations don"t do you any good, in fact they erode the little self-esteem you have.

Your soul, your "real self" doesn"t approve of lying, doesn"t approve of cheating, doesn"t approve of stealing, and the like.

Our outward directed attention gives us the mistaken impression that if the world likes us, if we are outwardly successful, then we"ll like ourselves.

Unfortunately for most of us, the outward success doesn"t do anything for your self-esteem, and for your liking your life. It is the inward work that matters.

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NEW: Breakfast or no breakfast?

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breakfast or no breakfastI bought a book yesterday. An ebook, to be precise.

I only bought it because I wanted something to offer to my overweight or weight conscious readers. I have been, myself, packing it on, and I thought that if I got into trouble, maybe other people did too... you?

breakfast or no breakfastAnyway, I read the whole book, or more precisely, I listened to it on my computer, and I got more than I bargained for.

You see, it is one thing to know that we are duped into the Tree of Knowledge, everyone knows type of stuff, and it is another to see it precisely, what they said, when they said it, why they said it, what was their purpose, what is the cost. Can you see my point?

Let me give you an example: You have a friend and you get along famously. Then someone says something, offhandedly, something like: "That friend of you talks about you behind your back. And she laughs at you..."

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NEW: Why Should I Have To... They Should Just Give It To Me...

Do you have this attitude? It sounds something like this: why should I have to work so hard, pay attention, ask for it, earn it, dress up, look good, do well, get a degree, read that book, do my homework... they should just give it to me, because I am pretty, I was good last week, I am already tired...


I got lucky today. I have been playing the Self-discipline activator, and it must work wider than that, or maybe this is the point, but my awareness is over the top. I notice stuff about myself that never knew I had.


This is how I caught this attitude, the killer of all results, and the genesis of a lot of grumpy, disgruntled people"s anger.


I knew about one aspect of it for a long time. As a business woman I have had this attitude that people should just buy from me because my product is good, without me having to tell them it"s good, without me having to sell it.


It never worked, of course. But I thought that I was over it.


But core issues have a way of shape-shifting, and coming back dressed so different, you don"t recognize it"s the same issue. Or they go underground.
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NEW: The Evil Eye and the soul correction workshop or why the soul correction workshop isn"t for you?

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innocence or evil eye?

The workshop is starting a week from today and it will take on new participants every month. I scheduled it for Easter Sunday... but to make up for it, I will give the first subscribers more attention... and it"s worth a lot more than what they are losing.

As I am preparing, emotionally, for the course, and the challenge to crack some hard nuts, difficult issues on the call, I have amped up my awareness, and I am starting to see stuff that I could not see before.

Now, in every interaction, the background intention I have: would I be able to create a custom activator for the other person, based on what I see in that conversation?

I am going to share with you a few distinctions, that without understanding those, you"ll not quite get how the activators work, and how soul correction works. That includes: how raising your vibration works.

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NEW: Talk back to me: How long will it take to raise my vibration to 395?

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Question: People ask me: how long should I plan that my vibration rises to 395? Do you have a plan that will allow me to do that in two months?

Answer: This is the type of questions I get regularly. The question belies the world view that we live in a two plus two equals four Universe.

"Plan your work and work your plan."



  • I do not share that world view.

  • I do not believe that cause and effect is linear and you can even detect the why of things happening.

  • If we could plan, do and bank on the results, then there would be a lot of vibration 395"s would be running around. At the moment there are only four people with or above that vibration on Planet Earth.


Are you disappointed? Did you REALLY think that running some high energy audios will transform you into a sage? A mystic?



My most successful student, at the moment hovers between 360 and 370 in her vibration. She has been doing the work with me since October of 2011.

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NEW: Self-reflection through books, movies

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molestation, the perks of being a wallflower


This is a very personal, very self-reflective post, I am not trying to teach anything. If you learn something, I am happy. But I am not writing it to teach. With that said... here it goes...




I have reduced my "work-load" to the degree, that I now often find myself with nothing to do.

I responded by making a list of things to do when there is nothing to do. I think this is the first time for a list like that: my life has been busy. Until now. It is not that I could not do a thousand and one things to grow my business, make myself fit, enjoy myself: it is just not on the schedule, so they are not part of "what there is to do..."

So my place is still a wreck, I still have tons of stuff I would not want to take with me if I wanted to move, so there could be a lot of things to do, if I just put them on my list.

Instead of that, I bought a book to read; it passed my picky muscle test. ((The perks of being a wallflower. Some quotes from that book: http://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/12898.Stephen_Chbosky

It"s amazing how we, on some level are still confused teenagers.))

It"s a book about a teenager. WTF? What was I thinking? But I trust my muscle test, so I kept reading it. It didn"t make sense why I "had to" read it until the very end. The end was so unexpected, that I was jolted out of my calm, and into a turmoil.

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