You never feel bad about what you think you feel bad about

Homo Sapiens, as a species, is pretty messed up. Everything sets its emotions off, and the specimen gets all emotional, angry, afraid, violent, or sad and depressed.

This emotional reactivity makes getting things done near impossible, learning, or having people together pretty hopeless.

Almost all diseases are a consequence of this phenomenon... people eat to soothe themselves. People eat to eat another out of their fortune. People eat to feel superior. People eat to get some enjoyment out of life.

And they eat to fix the damage that overeating caused, and do all kinds of unnecessary things to reduce the damage.

• They have a huge industry that is designed to make you more miserable, sway you this way and that.


• Another one to attack the first... so they can sway you that way or this.


• And a third, a fourth, a fifth... 90% of all resources are controlled by these industries to the "benefit" of the emotionally easy to sway populace...

Everything sounds like a death sentence that comes out of the mouth of... not babes, humans.

• Snow storm is coming on Friday... and there is a respectful silence in the room... death.


• Trump said something stupid... respectful silence... death is coming.


• I don"t feel like doing anything... subdued silence... death is certainly coming.

This, by the way, isn"t a parody, isn"t a funny piece, even though it is ridiculous, like the pea princess feeling the pea seven mattresses down the line.

It is the result of careful DNA selection: the most emotional get to have the most offspring: they have nothing else to do. No work, no responsibilities... just fornicate... yes.

On closer examination, the aberrant, irrational behaviors are caused by an optical illusion.

Fears seem to bring all the undesirable future into focus... while pleasure or desire make all the future disappear and bring only the immediate into focus... except when it"s a desire trap... But let"s talk about desire traps later, to keep the picture clean...

This optical delusion, this weird alternate focus causes the human to consistently cut the tree branch he stands on... or lose hope and aliveness on slight discomforts that are of a passing nature, like the snow storm or a bad mood.

You can see that humanity with this predilection for erroneous behavior and conclusions, with this inability to look at reality is digging its own grave.

Another interesting aspect is that each specimen can see the other one doing it, while cannot see it on himself... another optical delusion.

It is as if seven-eight billion people wore some distorting optical lenses over their perfectly perfect eyes.

So what is the mechanism that allows for this condition to carry over from generation to generation, even though none of the physical sensors are faulty?

The first person who cracked this conundrum open was a Hungarian engineer, Gyozo Margoczi... in his two books, Feelings, and Words.

The culprit is what made this species human, but what is making it self-destructive now: language.

Before language, you have all your perception organs, "Most people are familiar with five senses – sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch. However, we also receive input through two additional senses: The vestibular sense, or movement and balance sense, gives us information about where our head and body are in space." ((science is discovering more senses that inform the organism about its internal state: a) The Vestibular Sense
b) Sense of Proprioception
c) Interoception!
d) Neuroception. Read up on these... if you want to.)) and they were relied upon, in addition to the learning from the elders... Because interpreting the signals from the sense organs is not all that easy.

My favorite animated movie showing that is White Fang... showing how learning takes place when the only information source is the sense organs.

Humans are anatomically perfect, but behaviorally grossly imperfect...

...and it is due to the language phenomenon, where reality is replaced, displaced with words, that the meaning of them is dubious, vague, imprecise at best, and depends, largely, on learned, honed abilities through play, sports, and schooling and reading.

Animals learn that everything is in the moment, and means mighty little about the future... while other things mean a lot about the future but mighty little about the moment.

This distinction, for homo sapiens, the talking human, is missing, over-written, and therefore seems the opposite.

Here is how it works for homo sapiens:

1. Someone says: that was stupid... or you did that wrong... or that dress makes you look fat...

The remarks are about the moment. The action, the thinking, the dress...

The distorted perception, the learned process says, instead: you are stupid and you will be always stupid. You are hopeless, and you are always going to be ugly, fat, and no one will ever like you.

The sneaking into the moment the words "never, ever, forever, always" are doing the distortion. It is hard to notice, it is so automatic.

And a normal homo sapiens never thinks of asking: what was really said? What is the reality? What did really happen?

Instead they go to the meaning... straight, seamlessly, without any conscious thinking, reason... any.

It is as if you were driving a car where they switched the brake pedal for the gas pedal... deadly...

But the switch happens on the words level... so you can never figure it out, and every time you need the brake, you crash your vehicle and your life.

2. The second way is bringing what you can describe, imagine, as if it were already real, needing no effort, no work, no conscious thought.

Example: you have a cold, the flu, sore throat... Something. First you see yourself dead... with the always/never combination of words. Then, after three days, you stop taking your antibiotics, because you are already well enough, you go back to work, and infect the rest of the office...

Example 2: You take a class, like the Playground.

One session a month, four partner sessions... piece of cake. You take notes during the session, have inane ordinary conversations with your partner, and fancy yourself ready, wondering why the class doesn"t make a difference.

After all you heard and understood what happened, what I said... so you are good and ready, knowledgeable, and now you wonder why I am stretching it out to a year long course, just give me the 12 sessions, and I"ll be done in a week...

You have no inkling that it"s a process, that it"s a process where every step is hard, and "unnatural" to you, and understanding is not only booby prize, it is the way you are duped into fancying yourself high and mighty while you are low and a weakling.

You are afraid to ask clarifying questions for fear that I"ll think you stupid... while you remain stupid... perpetuating exactly what you are most afraid of...

Humans are irrational, and it all comes from the words that you don"t know you are using, and of the words that you misunderstand, and therefore react as if they meant forever... or never... make you feel doomed.

In the Playground, a year long course, the goal is to disengage the tyranny of this illusion that words are important, that words are all important... and that your emotions are valid... at all.

The goal of the course if to take you back where the distorting lenses come off your eyes and you are able to see, astutely, what is, what is going on, what is real, so you can act in response accurately, effectively, and smartly.

It is taking you back to the point where humanity, the human race, was hijacked into this dead end path, homo sapiens, and you will be poised to take the Original Design path towards Human Being... where instead of tricky words from the outside, you"ll be guided by beingness... the state YOU can alter, like you can alter the pitch of the sound of a guitar... yourself.

That is the goal of the Playground...

I see that being supervised is more important than I thought... and listening in to your partner calls is mandatory, however time consuming it is for me.

PS: I promised to look at the underlying distortion of the Desire Trap... so here it is:

because you have words, and you listen to them as if they meant forever, always, etc. you talk yourself into looking at the end of a long and potentially arduous process as if it were now... and you have the ability to indulge in it, walk around in it, as if it were real.

As an architect, this ability is mandatory for designing buildings, but is detrimental if you consider it the end goal... no building, no foundation, no workers, no blueprint, no effort is necessary.

This, being enslaved by the desire trap is the main reason talented people don"t do anything with their lives.

The "I don"t have to practice it, it"s enough that I understood it once" is an offshoot of the desire trap, so students of mine who don"t do the work, they are trapped in the desire trap as well.

Considering the ability to understand, to imagine, to maybe even talk about something, gives people the illusion that they can do it.

Many so-called gurus are like that... they can"t do it, but they can talk about it. They sell you their courses, and you are stupid enough to buy them.

I muscle tested the Starting Point measurements of the guru whose course I accidentally bought it two days ago. His vibration is 120. His accurate vocabulary is 300. the distance between what he thinks he can do and what he can actually do is 70%: unbridgeable.

This is your typical guru... all words, no substance.

PPS: My personal opinion is that the Neanderthal branch of human evolution was leading to Human Being, the Original Design, embedded in the DNA...

but the predatory nature of homo sapiens cased the extinction of the higher evolutionary stage of the Neanderthal...

Nothing to argue about... arguing is a typical homo sapiens move... worthless... behaving as if words meant, better words meant that you are right... lol.

PPPS: As I am looking for suitable picture for this article, I see another group of power... called the scientists...

who suggest that our physical characteristics are more important than what"s inside... that conquering disease is what dna research is about... and the rest is Okey... b.s.

That there is no difference between humans... I am getting sick to my stomach...

You never feel bad about what you think you feel bad about

Homo Sapiens, as a species, is pretty messed up. Everything sets its emotions off, and the specimen gets all emotional, angry, afraid, violent, or sad and depressed.

This emotional reactivity makes getting things done near impossible, learning, or having people together pretty hopeless.

Almost all diseases are a consequence of this phenomenon... people eat to soothe themselves. People eat to eat another out of their fortune. People eat to feel superior. People eat to get some enjoyment out of life.

And they eat to fix the damage that overeating caused, and do all kinds of unnecessary things to reduce the damage.

• They have a huge industry that is designed to make you more miserable, sway you this way and that.


• Another one to attack the first... so they can sway you that way or this.


• And a third, a fourth, a fifth... 90% of all resources are controlled by these industries to the "benefit" of the emotionally easy to sway populace...

Everything sounds like a death sentence that comes out of the mouth of... not babes, humans.

• Snow storm is coming on Friday... and there is a respectful silence in the room... death.


• Trump said something stupid... respectful silence... death is coming.


• I don"t feel like doing anything... subdued silence... death is certainly coming.

This, by the way, isn"t a parody, isn"t a funny piece, even though it is ridiculous, like the pea princess feeling the pea seven mattresses down the line.

It is the result of careful DNA selection: the most emotional get to have the most offspring: they have nothing else to do. No work, no responsibilities... just fornicate... yes.

On closer examination, the aberrant, irrational behaviors are caused by an optical illusion.

Fears seem to bring all the undesirable future into focus... while pleasure or desire make all the future disappear and bring only the immediate into focus... except when it"s a desire trap... But let"s talk about desire traps later, to keep the picture clean...

This optical delusion, this weird alternate focus causes the human to consistently cut the tree branch he stands on... or lose hope and aliveness on slight discomforts that are of a passing nature, like the snow storm or a bad mood.

You can see that humanity with this predilection for erroneous behavior and conclusions, with this inability to look at reality is digging its own grave.

Another interesting aspect is that each specimen can see the other one doing it, while cannot see it on himself... another optical delusion.

It is as if seven-eight billion people wore some distorting optical lenses over their perfectly perfect eyes.

So what is the mechanism that allows for this condition to carry over from generation to generation, even though none of the physical sensors are faulty?

The first person who cracked this conundrum open was a Hungarian engineer, Gyozo Margoczi... in his two books, Feelings, and Words.

The culprit is what made this species human, but what is making it self-destructive now: language.

Before language, you have all your perception organs, "Most people are familiar with five senses – sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch. However, we also receive input through two additional senses: The vestibular sense, or movement and balance sense, gives us information about where our head and body are in space." ((science is discovering more senses that inform the organism about its internal state: a) The Vestibular Sense
b) Sense of Proprioception
c) Interoception!
d) Neuroception. Read up on these... if you want to.)) and they were relied upon, in addition to the learning from the elders... Because interpreting the signals from the sense organs is not all that easy.

My favorite animated movie showing that is White Fang... showing how learning takes place when the only information source is the sense organs.

Humans are anatomically perfect, but behaviorally grossly imperfect...

...and it is due to the language phenomenon, where reality is replaced, displaced with words, that the meaning of them is dubious, vague, imprecise at best, and depends, largely, on learned, honed abilities through play, sports, and schooling and reading.

Animals learn that everything is in the moment, and means mighty little about the future... while other things mean a lot about the future but mighty little about the moment.

This distinction, for homo sapiens, the talking human, is missing, over-written, and therefore seems the opposite.

Here is how it works for homo sapiens:

1. Someone says: that was stupid... or you did that wrong... or that dress makes you look fat...

The remarks are about the moment. The action, the thinking, the dress...

The distorted perception, the learned process says, instead: you are stupid and you will be always stupid. You are hopeless, and you are always going to be ugly, fat, and no one will ever like you.

The sneaking into the moment the words "never, ever, forever, always" are doing the distortion. It is hard to notice, it is so automatic.

And a normal homo sapiens never thinks of asking: what was really said? What is the reality? What did really happen?

Instead they go to the meaning... straight, seamlessly, without any conscious thinking, reason... any.

It is as if you were driving a car where they switched the brake pedal for the gas pedal... deadly...

But the switch happens on the words level... so you can never figure it out, and every time you need the brake, you crash your vehicle and your life.

2. The second way is bringing what you can describe, imagine, as if it were already real, needing no effort, no work, no conscious thought.

Example: you have a cold, the flu, sore throat... Something. First you see yourself dead... with the always/never combination of words. Then, after three days, you stop taking your antibiotics, because you are already well enough, you go back to work, and infect the rest of the office...

Example 2: You take a class, like the Playground.

One session a month, four partner sessions... piece of cake. You take notes during the session, have inane ordinary conversations with your partner, and fancy yourself ready, wondering why the class doesn"t make a difference.

After all you heard and understood what happened, what I said... so you are good and ready, knowledgeable, and now you wonder why I am stretching it out to a year long course, just give me the 12 sessions, and I"ll be done in a week...

You have no inkling that it"s a process, that it"s a process where every step is hard, and "unnatural" to you, and understanding is not only booby prize, it is the way you are duped into fancying yourself high and mighty while you are low and a weakling.

You are afraid to ask clarifying questions for fear that I"ll think you stupid... while you remain stupid... perpetuating exactly what you are most afraid of...

Humans are irrational, and it all comes from the words that you don"t know you are using, and of the words that you misunderstand, and therefore react as if they meant forever... or never... make you feel doomed.

In the Playground, a year long course, the goal is to disengage the tyranny of this illusion that words are important, that words are all important... and that your emotions are valid... at all.

The goal of the course if to take you back where the distorting lenses come off your eyes and you are able to see, astutely, what is, what is going on, what is real, so you can act in response accurately, effectively, and smartly.

It is taking you back to the point where humanity, the human race, was hijacked into this dead end path, homo sapiens, and you will be poised to take the Original Design path towards Human Being... where instead of tricky words from the outside, you"ll be guided by beingness... the state YOU can alter, like you can alter the pitch of the sound of a guitar... yourself.

That is the goal of the Playground...

I see that being supervised is more important than I thought... and listening in to your partner calls is mandatory, however time consuming it is for me.

PS: I promised to look at the underlying distortion of the Desire Trap... so here it is:

because you have words, and you listen to them as if they meant forever, always, etc. you talk yourself into looking at the end of a long and potentially arduous process as if it were now... and you have the ability to indulge in it, walk around in it, as if it were real.

As an architect, this ability is mandatory for designing buildings, but is detrimental if you consider it the end goal... no building, no foundation, no workers, no blueprint, no effort is necessary.

This, being enslaved by the desire trap is the main reason talented people don"t do anything with their lives.

The "I don"t have to practice it, it"s enough that I understood it once" is an offshoot of the desire trap, so students of mine who don"t do the work, they are trapped in the desire trap as well.

Considering the ability to understand, to imagine, to maybe even talk about something, gives people the illusion that they can do it.

Many so-called gurus are like that... they can"t do it, but they can talk about it. They sell you their courses, and you are stupid enough to buy them.

I muscle tested the Starting Point measurements of the guru whose course I accidentally bought it two days ago. His vibration is 120. His accurate vocabulary is 300. the distance between what he thinks he can do and what he can actually do is 70%: unbridgeable.

This is your typical guru... all words, no substance.

PPS: My personal opinion is that the Neanderthal branch of human evolution was leading to Human Being, the Original Design, embedded in the DNA...

but the predatory nature of homo sapiens cased the extinction of the higher evolutionary stage of the Neanderthal...

Nothing to argue about... arguing is a typical homo sapiens move... worthless... behaving as if words meant, better words meant that you are right... lol.

PPPS: As I am looking for suitable picture for this article, I see another group of power... called the scientists...

who suggest that our physical characteristics are more important than what"s inside... that conquering disease is what dna research is about... and the rest is Okey... b.s.

That there is no difference between humans... I am getting sick to my stomach...

Where did evolution take a wrong turn? Can we go back and take the right turn?

Lots of questions are coming up... Is it possible to be happy, to have ikigai, purpose, and joy if you live in your imagination?

What is the main difference between animals and homo sapiens?

The only differences I can see are

1. homo sapiens (modern humans) live in the mind... thinking it"s reality
2. homo sapiens have conscience
3. homo sapiens live like anything different from what they want is wrong.
4. homo sapiens have usury relationships, win-lose, zero sum.

I have written a lot of articles about living in the mind, and have courses to help you spend at least some of your time outside of the mind that is like a cave...

But I haven"t written about conscience. ((conscience: an inner feeling or voice viewed as acting as a guide to the rightness or wrongness of one"s behavior.))

Conscience, in Hebrew, is the same word as the name for a compass that shows true North.

And that is what conscience is supposed to do: point to a way of behavior that is befitting for a human: the crown achievement of evolution.

But at some point a fly fell into this soup... and conscience has devolved into a punishing device.

Conscience is why nothing works without integrity... your will punish yourself, one way or another.

I have no claims to know how exactly evolution works, I can only make deductions from what is visible and what is not readily visible, but I can get to a lot of truth through muscle testing.

OK... here you go. I"ll tell you what is Tree of Knowledge and what is Tree of life...

It starts with knowledge from Kabbalah: Tree of Knowledge. Kabbalah says, or at least my Kabbalah teacher said: Life wants more life. The truth value of this statement is 100%... Life wants more life. ((This doesn"t mean what I see people want: getting more out of life... The problem is the word "getting". It is an entitled saying. A truth value 100% saying is: You earn more life by putting more into life, investing more into life...  I can feel you cringing. lol))

Life wants more life

And the mechanism of evolution, at least the instigator of evolution, the Selfish Gene, comes from books, Tree of Knowledge.

The idea of protein molecules in the primordial sea, it organizing, and then combining itself with self-replicating elements of life is only 10% truth value.

That there is such a thing as the Selfish Gene, is also 10% truth value.

But these are the ideas everyone who considers evolution a valid model for life have accepted as true, more or less.

I am not a creationist, and creationist ideas have less than 1% truth value... and yet.

There is intelligence to the "design" of life. Innate intelligence. And foresight.

Life doesn"t seem to be reactive. It seems to think ahead, plan ahead. You can see that in humans: they have unexpressed capacities, and the hidden compass: conscience. Unused potentials.

The current direction the human race has chosen to ignore the capacities, and use conscience more like a stick than a carrot. Ass backward...

It is dangerous to say that there is an intelligent design, because both intelligence and design has been designated as conscious acts by sentient beings, according to the current knowledge of humans.

So the moment I say: intelligent design, or Original Design, people hear that I am saying: there is a god, or there was a god... which is not what I am saying.

Life itself is intelligent, and if it is true that Life wants more life, then Life has designed humans to go in certain ways... and then humans made a wrong turn, by themselves or by deceit... and now human life is against Life.

My personal opinion that the peaceful Neanderthals would have been the path towards becoming a human being... but the predatory "modern humans" killed the Neanderthals off.. (this paragraph is a 70% truth value... wowze! lol)

In the Original Design you were going to be guided by curiosity, the desire to fully use your capacities, and conscience.

The kind of beings that populate a society where people get along, and where no one uses another, no one exploits another, no one makes money destroying the planet...

Obviously this is not the reality we live in... because we are not living by the Original Design.

We have made a wrong turn.

You cannot get back to the right path from where you are. It"s like telling a mature tree to grow oranges instead of apples... it"s not going to work.

The question is: can you get back to the point where your species made a wrong turn. And truthfully, this is what my "Great Adventure" is about, to see: so Source can see too.

So far it seems that some people can... I could, for example.

The issues are simple but hard. And it"s hard for me to create practices to actually cause it.

Understanding is the enemy. Understanding is a "mind" thing: you drag what you hear into the cave, and digest it there... but it becomes part of the culture we want to eliminate. So understanding is out.

It needs to be experiential... and become muscle memory. Instinctual. Automatic. Not needing choice... the only choice.

Everyone and everything is against you, discouraging you from going back so you can start on the right path...

Why? It makes them feel less than you. Inferior to you. So they force you to stay in the chicken coop.

Miserable, unable to have a silent mind, unable to be present to reality, unable to see that there is nothing wrong... ever.

Everyone has a different main sticky point they need to let go of. The Soul Correction is supposed to show what it is.

For example, for me it was taking myself out of the picture. Looking at the world as it is without me. Seeing that I matter to me, I may matter to a few people, but I really don"t matter as much as I imagined I should.

I needed to make it instinctual that life is not about being smarter than others, knowing more than others, being more useful than others. In business these things may matter, but in life you need to interact with life, with life"s measures, and become the best and the most you can become with what you have. The being better than the next person is puny... that you are better of going for the big game: life.

Once I started to let go of that: life started to support me. Even with life"s support it"s taken me decades to be where I am today.

One of the issues people with a similar soul correction have is their hero complex and other delusional mind-constructs that make remaining the way you are more attractive than going back so you can get to a more evolved version of yourself.

Because letting go of the delusion takes you to being "nothing special". And one of the desires human have is to be special. More special than the other person!

As long as you are hooked on being special you are as ordinary as it comes. It is the most ordinary thing to want to be special. Being treated special. Being thought of as special.

Being ordinary is calm, collected, and a silent mind.

The busy mind asks: Am I special enough yet?

Someone who has the courage to be ordinary isn"t asking that question. They use their precious glycogen (or whatever chemical it is that you need to operate your brain and create, solve big issues). Someone with the courage to be ordinary will use their precious glycogen where it produces results, where it is worth spending it.

Smarter people are only smarter because they don"t fritter their glycogen on puny worries, on stuff that doesn"t matter, on feeling special or what other people think of them.

The more you worry about what doesn"t matter, what won"t matter, the less you"ll have, and the less you"ll accomplish in life.

Even if at some time earlier you got to a place... you can change any time.

In either direction.

I have seen people getting into "relationship" age, and spend all their glycogen on worrying about relationships. Or children. Or their weight. Or what they have. Or some other mundane b.s. not worth worrying about.

The more you surround yourself with people the less energy you"ll have for anything that needs energy. People will suck you dry.

I am not talking about some special partnership type relationships... I am talking about most relationships.

I am including spouses, I am including children, parents. They want to feed on you. Really.

If you want to accomplish anything in life, be alone, or be with a partner. A partner who also wants to accomplish something. So they won"t suck you dry and you won"t suck them dry.

A special friend, an accountability partner, a special coach or mentor.

Obviously you cannot learn much from my articles. Articles teach "mind-learning", understanding, and keep you in the mind.

I use coaching, workshops, courses to move you from one path to another.

Your Starting Point Measurements show you where you are most off, what are your sticky points, where you can most effectively unstuck yourself.

My coaching program is always open to people who show promise.

I also have an almost free workshop series scheduled to start on June 23. On falling in love with yourself... and its connection to Conscience and integrity.

In these workshops I"ll help you start your list of where you feel guilty, where your conscience tells you you are "wrong". And I will give participants an opportunity to sign up to use me to support them, ongoingly, so they can succeed.

Many of the crucial behaviors that robbed me of my self-love were also invisible to me. And I was lucky: I had some credible people point them out to me. (I have written about those: lying and gossiping were my invisible to me behaviors.)

My hunch is: you need support. Because left to your own devices you created the life you have... and will continue doing the same thing the same way... and when you read this article again in a year or two, you"ll realize that you could have gotten ahead but you didn"t. You remained the same: not loving yourself, not loving your life.

OK, here you go:

The first workshop will be on Saturday, June 23, at 4 pm. That is 10 pm in Europe, and 6 am on Sunday in Australia

Pay $1 through this link. If you haven"t gotten your Starting Point Measurements, then you"ll have a chance to get that on the payment page.



Another thing, a training course, trains you capacities to use your attention at will, and to move out of the mind. I call the first course the Reading Course, because we"ll use reading to distinguish and make the use of attention instinctual.

The second course, the Sleep Course will go one step further, and use falling asleep as a tool to get you out of the mind.

Butterfly vs caterpillar, human being, vs human aka homo sapiens

In the history of the Earth there have been five other attempts for Life to create intelligent life. Millions of years separating them... Atlantis may not be a myth, just didn"t happen in our time. Civilizations don"t overlap. ((In my muscletesting the video below is 90% truth value, and there was a big flood... Call me a kook... but whether this is true or not, there is a lesson to learn...))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0mD8RlFYQY

Three of those civilizations were destroyed by natural causes, and two of those by the civilization itself... parallel with the current humanity and its civilization a civilization of caterpillars. ((By the way, muscle test says that those intelligent beings didn"t look like humans))

Our civilization is heading toward the same self-annihilation, unless... Unless human being happens.

In the analogy of the butterfly and the caterpillar, people accurately see human being vs. human. The caterpillar gobbles up everything with insatiable appetite, without any regard of anything else other than its own appetite. Its vantage point is seeing only its immediate surrounding, both spatially and in time. And it doesn"t care. It just wants to eat...

The whole world is intent to teach humans (caterpillars) to be a better human, a smarter human, a more successful, a happier, a healthier human. That is what every book, every article, every video teaches, almost without an exception.

The gurus talk about the world of the human being, the butterfly, but they haven"t been there, and they cannot lead you there: there is a bunch of tools you need to learn, there is a whole dying and rebirth that you can simulate with woowoo, shamans, drugs, but simulation is not going to get you there.

The main difference between the two paradigms is the perception of reality.

The human lives in Plato"s Cave, thinking, fantasizing, talking about reality as if it could be described, seen, from the cave.

The story of the 3 umpires shows it best.

Here is the story again, for those of you who don"t remember it:

Three umpires are interviewed. Each is asked the same question: how do you call ball. ((An umpire is an official in a baseball game. The ball can be valid, i.e. a ball, and it can be strike. The pitcher throws a ball towards the batter, and the player with the bat hits the ball. And the umpire calls the result ball or strike... 80% of baseball is about that ball!))

The rookie umpire answers: I call it the way it is.
The journeyman umpire answers: I call it the way I see it.
The seasoned umpire answers: you are both rookies: it ain"t nothing till I call it.

The rookie and the journeyman live in the paradigm of human. The seasoned umpire lives in the paradigm of human being.

Their relationship to reality is the only difference between them.

The seasoned umpire has the ingredient that a rookie or a journeyman don"t: the power of their word.

The rookie and the journeyman live in a paradigm where words describe...
The umpire lives in a world where words create.

Of course everyone can go around telling stories, but there is a fundamental difference between that and "it ain"t nothing till I call it" creation.

Unless your word has power, you are just bullshitting, dreaming, or doing incantations, affirmations and other ineffective busy activities.

For human being, it isn"t the world that changes, it is what he sees changes.

This capacity, to call the ball, is not an ordinary capacity, and it is in synergy with many other capacities. This is why it"s so frustrating to me that I cannot teach it... because I cannot, I haven"t been able to... it feels like a ball of wax, not like a ball of yarn.

This whole website and all my courses, workshops, energies are designed to take you to human being.

It seems easy: you declare something with intention, and it becomes so.

And it is almost like that for a human being... but living in the world of humans, where everyone jabbers 24/7 about stuff... using descriptive language, the hallmark of a human: rookie umpire... it takes work and integrity to make all your molecules align behind that declaration, behind that declared reality.

As an empath, I feel where the power to declare and have the world follow suit comes from.

It is NOT mind power. It comes from the same place as attention comes from: not from the brain...

That energy, that force, that power straightens you up, and moves your neck and head... makes you the creator of what is reality. The creator of yourself, the creator of your reality you live by.

The sculptures of which I saw many, growing up in communist Hungary, are the perfect illustration: there is a pride, a raised head, an inspiration in those sculptures of the working class winning their right to be people again. ((

[caption id="attachment_42697" align="aligncenter" width="236"] Location: Budapest, Hungary (More info at: http://www.panadea.com/en/guidebook/photos?pic=3054643-0058)[/caption]

[caption id="attachment_42696" align="aligncenter" width="267"] Liberation Monument, Gellert Hill, Budapest, Hungary, Europe[/caption]

))

Even the songs of that era speak the language of human being.

Compare those pictures (in the footnotes!) with this... note the difference between the energy in the back, the position of the head!

This and history proves, that pretending to be something isn"t quite going to create that.

It takes more than the right posture and the right words, and yet, without the right posture and the right words it will never happen.

Becoming the creator of your world will need your word to have power.

Integrity, responsibility are the dividing lines...

At 200 vibration they become available, but availability doesn"t mean the person uses them.

Here is an example: your vibration is 200 and you see that your mother is a person. You have a choice: treat them as a person or treat them as a thing that is supposed to do/be/have what a mother is "supposed to do/be/have".

Depending on your level of integrity you"ll choose to abuse them or not. Hate them or not.

And take responsibility for your choice... or not.

These past two months with the never ending psychic attacks has shown me your world in vivid colors...

I ate stuff that I know is not good for me. I ate in a way that I know is not good for me. I languished, and suffered.

When I look what was the "switch", I can see that it was an integrity degradation issue. That"s it. Integrity.

I have never measured a person"s starting point measurements, who had an integrity level higher than 10%.

Your power to exercise creating with your word begins at 30% integrity.

At 30% integrity you still have to attend to every facet of that new reality... and create it and bring integrity to it.

One facet is "is it worth it?".

Is, what"s in it for you, worth the trouble? The effort?

This is the biggest stumbling block for most people I encounter. Their lives is livable, albeit not fun, not fulfilling, not healthy... but livable. So more often than not, there is no energy that is strong enough to take them out of complacency, and comfort.

To match the fear, the laziness, the resignation, to mount a stronger energy than that.

In all my workshop, in spite of all my efforts, I can"t take people into despair about their lives... A despair that would give them that jumpstart to commit to something that smells like work... even if it takes them to heaven on earth.

Another way to give that energy injection is inspiration.

Anthony Robbins is the master of inspiration.

What he doesn"t do, can"t do, is sustain that energy for you... so you actually do the work, follow up, and create a life consistent with your word.

Only you can do it.

In my program I make you work to find your own power source. The spirit, the spark. You have it, but it is covered up with so much gook, it has no chance to power you, until you remove the gook.

Integrity is powered by that spirit.

Through doing the practices with the memes, with the voices, with the attention, with the separating fact from fiction, you don"t know who you are, and you have no permanent access to the spark.

Pam Ragland, probably, saw what I see... and she decided to remove it energetically. The gook.

But the gook rebuilds fast, because YOU have to consciously remove it by distinguishing it and choosing. And choosing. And choosing... until you manage to choose yourself, and to choose yourself to be a person of integrity.

Takes time.

• Your gurus who say: just meditate, are lying to you.


• Your gurus who say: incantations, or they will remove whatever... are lying to you.


• Some get close, but not close enough. Vishen Lakhiani gets close... but his whole world view is still skewed towards human...

I am, somewhat at my wits" end.

My idea, right now, is that if you start with integrity, you can, maybe, strengthen your relationship to your word enough to be able to cross the "great divide" between human and human being.

I remember in 1987 I was in a seminar called Integrity: the power of your word.

I took on some practices, small practices, that required no time investment. Taking a cold shower every day. Stopping sampling fruit in the grocery store. Making a phone call to a person to connect every day.

The seminar leader called this the "commando game".

My life started to turn around significantly during this seminar.

My relationship to myself, to who I was shifted. My posture shifted.

This might have been the beginning spark for my growth.

It was so innocent, so light touch.

My integrity score went from 7% to 30%.

When about a year later I became unemployed (the stock market crash of 1987!) I had the power to create myself... I had the 30% integrity to lend power to my word.

The rest is history.

If I could do it, you can do it.

Choose it to be worth it. Choose yourself to be worth it for youy.

Butterfly vs caterpillar, human being, vs human aka homo sapiens

In the history of the Earth there have been five other attempts for Life to create intelligent life. Millions of years separating them... Atlantis may not be a myth, just didn"t happen in our time. Civilizations don"t overlap. ((In my muscletesting the video below is 90% truth value, and there was a big flood... Call me a kook... but whether this is true or not, there is a lesson to learn...))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0mD8RlFYQY

Three of those civilizations were destroyed by natural causes, and two of those by the civilization itself... parallel with the current humanity and its civilization a civilization of caterpillars. ((By the way, muscle test says that those intelligent beings didn"t look like humans))

Our civilization is heading toward the same self-annihilation, unless... Unless human being happens.

In the analogy of the butterfly and the caterpillar, people accurately see human being vs. human. The caterpillar gobbles up everything with insatiable appetite, without any regard of anything else other than its own appetite. Its vantage point is seeing only its immediate surrounding, both spatially and in time. And it doesn"t care. It just wants to eat...

The whole world is intent to teach humans (caterpillars) to be a better human, a smarter human, a more successful, a happier, a healthier human. That is what every book, every article, every video teaches, almost without an exception.

The gurus talk about the world of the human being, the butterfly, but they haven"t been there, and they cannot lead you there: there is a bunch of tools you need to learn, there is a whole dying and rebirth that you can simulate with woowoo, shamans, drugs, but simulation is not going to get you there.

The main difference between the two paradigms is the perception of reality.

The human lives in Cato"s Cave, thinking, fantasizing, talking about reality as if it could be described, seen, from the cave.

The story of the 3 umpires shows it best.

Here is the story again, for those of you who don"t remember it:

Three umpires are interviewed. Each is asked the same question: how do you call ball. ((An umpire is an official in a baseball game. The ball can be valid, i.e. a ball, and it can be strike. The pitcher throws a ball towards the batter, and the player with the bat hits the ball. And the umpire calls the result ball or strike... 80% of baseball is about that ball!))

The rookie umpire answers: I call it the way it is.
The journeyman umpire answers: I call it the way I see it.
The seasoned umpire answers: you are both rookies: it ain"t nothing till I call it.

The rookie and the journeyman live in the paradigm of human. The seasoned umpire lives in the paradigm of human being.

Their relationship to reality is the only difference between them.

The seasoned umpire has the ingredient that a rookie or a journeyman don"t: the power of their word.

The rookie and the journeyman live in a paradigm where words describe...
The umpire lives in a world where words create.

Of course everyone can go around telling stories, but there is a fundamental difference between that and "it ain"t nothing till I call it" creation.

Unless your word has power, you are just bullshitting, dreaming, or doing incantations, affirmations and other ineffective busy activities.

For human being, it isn"t the world that changes, it is what he sees changes.

This capacity, to call the ball, is not an ordinary capacity, and it is in synergy with many other capacities. This is why it"s so frustrating to me that I cannot teach it... because I cannot, I haven"t been able to... it feels like a ball of wax, not like a ball of yarn.

This whole website and all my courses, workshops, energies are designed to take you to human being.

It seems easy: you declare something with intention, and it becomes so.

And it is almost like that for a human being... but living in the world of humans, where everyone jabbers 24/7 about stuff... using descriptive language, the hallmark of a human: rookie umpire... it takes work and integrity to make all your molecules align behind that declaration, behind that declared reality.

As an empath, I feel where the power to declare and have the world follow suit comes from.

It is NOT mind power. It comes from the same place as attention comes from: not from the brain...

That energy, that force, that power straightens you up, and moves your neck and head... makes you the creator of what is reality. The creator of yourself, the creator of your reality you live by.

The sculptures of which I saw many, growing up in communist Hungary, are the perfect illustration: there is a pride, a raised head, an inspiration in those sculptures of the working class winning their right to be people again. ((

[caption id="attachment_42697" align="aligncenter" width="236"] Location: Budapest, Hungary (More info at: http://www.panadea.com/en/guidebook/photos?pic=3054643-0058)[/caption]

[caption id="attachment_42696" align="aligncenter" width="267"] Liberation Monument, Gellert Hill, Budapest, Hungary, Europe[/caption]

))

Even the songs of that era speak the language of human being.

Compare those pictures (in the footnotes!) with this... note the difference between the energy in the back, the position of the head!

This and history proves, that pretending to be something isn"t quite going to create that.

It takes more than the right posture and the right words, and yet, without the right posture and the right words it will never happen.

Becoming the creator of your world will need your word to have power.

Integrity, responsibility are the dividing lines...

At 200 vibration they become available, but availability doesn"t mean the person uses them.

Here is an example: your vibration is 200 and you see that your mother is a person. You have a choice: treat them as a person or treat them as a thing that is supposed to do/be/have what a mother is "supposed to do/be/have".

Depending on your level of integrity you"ll choose to abuse them or not. Hate them or not.

And take responsibility for your choice... or not.

These past two months with the never ending psychic attacks has shown me your world in vivid colors...

I ate stuff that I know is not good for me. I ate in a way that I know is not good for me. I languished, and suffered.

When I look what was the "switch", I can see that it was an integrity degradation issue. That"s it. Integrity.

I have never measured a person"s starting point measurements, who had an integrity level higher than 10%.

Your power to exercise creating with your word begins at 30% integrity.

At 30% integrity you still have to attend to every facet of that new reality... and create it and bring integrity to it.

One facet is "is it worth it?".

Is, what"s in it for you, worth the trouble? The effort?

This is the biggest stumbling block for most people I encounter. Their lives is livable, albeit not fun, not fulfilling, not healthy... but livable. So more often than not, there is no energy that is strong enough to take them out of complacency, and comfort.

To match the fear, the laziness, the resignation, to mount a stronger energy than that.

In all my workshop, in spite of all my efforts, I can"t take people into despair about their lives... A despair that would give them that jumpstart to commit to something that smells like work... even if it takes them to heaven on earth.

Another way to give that energy injection is inspiration.

Anthony Robbins is the master of inspiration.

What he doesn"t do, can"t do, is sustain that energy for you... so you actually do the work, follow up, and create a life consistent with your word.

Only you can do it.

In my program I make you work to find your own power source. The spirit, the spark. You have it, but it is covered up with so much gook, it has no chance to power you, until you remove the gook.

Integrity is powered by that spirit.

Through doing the practices with the memes, with the voices, with the attention, with the separating fact from fiction, you don"t know who you are, and you have no permanent access to the spark.

Pam Ragland, probably, saw what I see... and she decided to remove it energetically. The gook.

But the gook rebuilds fast, because YOU have to consciously remove it by distinguishing it and choosing. And choosing. And choosing... until you manage to choose yourself, and to choose yourself to be a person of integrity.

Takes time.

• Your gurus who say: just meditate, are lying to you.


• Your gurus who say: incantations, or they will remove whatever... are lying to you.


• Some get close, but not close enough. Vishen Lakhiani gets close... but his whole world view is still skewed towards human...

I am, somewhat at my wits" end.

My idea, right now, is that if you start with integrity, you can, maybe, strengthen your relationship to your word enough to be able to cross the "great divide" between human and human being.

I remember in 1987 I was in a seminar called Integrity: the power of your word.

I took on some practices, small practices, that required no time investment. Taking a cold shower every day. Stopping sampling fruit in the grocery store. Making a phone call to a person to connect every day.

The seminar leader called this the "commando game".

My life started to turn around significantly during this seminar.

My relationship to myself, to who I was shifted. My posture shifted.

This might have been the beginning spark for my growth.

It was so innocent, so light touch.

My integrity score went from 7% to 30%.

When about a year later I became unemployed (the stock market crash of 1987!) I had the power to create myself... I had the 30% integrity to lend power to my word.

The rest is history.

If I could do it, you can do it.

Choose it to be worth it. Choose yourself to be worth it for youy.