The four core default contexts... or Why I stopped participating in Landmark Education?

Actually, I continued to participate in Landmark after the incident I"ll tell you about... but NEVER intended to contribute any more. Or not really. I was participating from hurt... knowing that what was broken cannot be fixed.

18 years ago, as I was coaching someone, it became clear to me that there are this four core invisibles, that are underneath every issue, every distinction, every weird, unethical, unsavory action a human being makes.

Even though the distinction that there is a broadcast going on that everyone hears and everyone tunes into some of it, part of it, the part that feels relevant to what is going on for them.

I remember, it was 1991, and I drove home after the session, and heard the broadcast that sounded like very radio station playing on the same wave length... and yet I could pick out the part that was hand in glove match to what was going on in my life... I was in love with a married man at the time... and everything relevant to that was playing for me.

I drove to New York and confronted my lover... I don"t remember what happened: nothing good, because nothing changed. I was still hooked... for many more years.

But the idea of the broadcast didn"t become the foundation of my teaching until earlier this year... and the magic began.

But I am getting ahead of myself here...

18 years ago, when I was in San Francisco, I already had an insight that was to revolutionize Landmark Education, that was to increase their results for people manyfold.

So I approached a person who was in charge of product development in Landmark, and shared what I taught in my last article.

The response was... "very nice."

No echo. No one there to hear it.

I was crushed, and dumbfounded...

Today I understand what happened, but at that time I didn"t.

Humans really want only one thing: looking good and making it. And, of course, underneath is, making it a must, are the core four: having to, needing to, wanting to, and should.

Check with yourself and see if you can find them: you have to look good. And you have to make it.

And anything that threatens it is either ignored, fought, smeared, killed, but never considered A is A...

The looking good and making it is survival... and comes from the genes.

But the genes are a lot more forgiving than the memes.

I have never seen an animal sitting and blaming themselves... they do that in fairy tales... but not in reality.

In reality, an animal may make a mistake, and look at the result of the mistake as A is A... and do the next best thing.

They don"t have having to... Having to is a meme.

I personally make sure that I don"t have to anything. I don"t have to do, see, feel, fix, hear... anything.

And I am still working on giving you the same privilege... or even giving Landmark leaders the same privilege.

They didn"t have to appreciate my contribution, they didn"t have to even listen. They would have been better off... but "looking good and making it" or having to look good and having to make it interfered.

They could not see it, because they never went deep enough.

You can only do things consistent with what you see... and, listen up! those Landmark people learned their distinctions, they did not invent it, or did not really make them theirs.

The Nobel Prize winning famous physicist, in an interview with Werner, complained that the applicants for graduate studies with this physicist, Feinstein, did not invent physics like he did.

I watched this with artists. I watched this with philosophy students. I watched this with architects. I watched this with energy practitioners. and... the areas of knowledge are endless.

Truth repeated is a lie. It"s like being a parent to a child borne by someone else. The child is both yours and not yours.

You"ll never get the whole of the foundation of becoming a human being, unless you get at least one thing you can give birth to.

I have one (1) student who is doing the work, and is making the distinctions his.

He is not the most educated, not the smartest, but the most changeable, the most willing to experiment.

Darwin said, in his "The origin of species" from 1859, that the species that survives is the one that is most adaptable.

Adaptable means changeable. Adaptable means: molding oneself to match the new requirements.

You can go on a hunt to find what you are unwilling to give up. What you are unwilling to negotiate. What you are unwilling to make malleable. What you are right about.

You"ll find many. And when you look, there is a "must be looking good and making it" underneath it.

You get instructions from a teacher you hired... but you"ll tweak it until it can"t work, won"t work but you"ll be right.

Or you"ll meekly accept, but refuse to look deeper. Or you argue. Or... many many ways you can be off the strait and narrow...

I can see the snow covered trees from where I sit, and watch, in amazement, the squirrel that runs on the underside of the branch where there is no snow.

The squirrel looks at the world and the snow and life as A is A.

If I suggested to you that you can do something like that in your life, you would have reasons not to do it. Because to you A is not A... A is what it should be for you to do what I asked you to do.

All to buy the right to remain the same.

To continue to live in quiet desperation. Powerless. Unaware that you are the cause. Ultimately.

Here is what I wrote to a student, just now...

I just wrote two articles, but actually proofreading and preparing it to be published takes time.

But they are a direct answer to your questions.

Your daughter is eating NOT according to her type... or she would not be sick.

The main job is to remove have to, need to, want to, and should... and turning all of them to "I get to..." a privilege.

I remember when I looked at life like that... especially on vacations... life was an adventure. I even got to go to school at any age: I loved going to school. I dreamed about moving into the school... how it felt when I was the only person. How it felt not having a shower, and yet being at home.

And I have the same relationship with my diet: I get to eat the stuff I get to eat...

I just did what I ask people to do... caught the mood the have to"s create, and changed the wording to "I get to".

It feels weird to have a glimmer, the stars in my eyes after so many decades of sadness and slavery.

Where did evolution take a wrong turn? Can we go back and take the right turn?

Lots of questions are coming up... Is it possible to be happy, to have ikigai, purpose, and joy if you live in your imagination?

What is the main difference between animals and homo sapiens?

The only differences I can see are

1. homo sapiens (modern humans) live in the mind... thinking it"s reality
2. homo sapiens have conscience
3. homo sapiens live like anything different from what they want is wrong.
4. homo sapiens have usury relationships, win-lose, zero sum.

I have written a lot of articles about living in the mind, and have courses to help you spend at least some of your time outside of the mind that is like a cave...

But I haven"t written about conscience. ((conscience: an inner feeling or voice viewed as acting as a guide to the rightness or wrongness of one"s behavior.))

Conscience, in Hebrew, is the same word as the name for a compass that shows true North.

And that is what conscience is supposed to do: point to a way of behavior that is befitting for a human: the crown achievement of evolution.

But at some point a fly fell into this soup... and conscience has devolved into a punishing device.

Conscience is why nothing works without integrity... your will punish yourself, one way or another.

I have no claims to know how exactly evolution works, I can only make deductions from what is visible and what is not readily visible, but I can get to a lot of truth through muscle testing.

OK... here you go. I"ll tell you what is Tree of Knowledge and what is Tree of life...

It starts with knowledge from Kabbalah: Tree of Knowledge. Kabbalah says, or at least my Kabbalah teacher said: Life wants more life. The truth value of this statement is 100%... Life wants more life. ((This doesn"t mean what I see people want: getting more out of life... The problem is the word "getting". It is an entitled saying. A truth value 100% saying is: You earn more life by putting more into life, investing more into life...  I can feel you cringing. lol))

Life wants more life

And the mechanism of evolution, at least the instigator of evolution, the Selfish Gene, comes from books, Tree of Knowledge.

The idea of protein molecules in the primordial sea, it organizing, and then combining itself with self-replicating elements of life is only 10% truth value.

That there is such a thing as the Selfish Gene, is also 10% truth value.

But these are the ideas everyone who considers evolution a valid model for life have accepted as true, more or less.

I am not a creationist, and creationist ideas have less than 1% truth value... and yet.

There is intelligence to the "design" of life. Innate intelligence. And foresight.

Life doesn"t seem to be reactive. It seems to think ahead, plan ahead. You can see that in humans: they have unexpressed capacities, and the hidden compass: conscience. Unused potentials.

The current direction the human race has chosen to ignore the capacities, and use conscience more like a stick than a carrot. Ass backward...

It is dangerous to say that there is an intelligent design, because both intelligence and design has been designated as conscious acts by sentient beings, according to the current knowledge of humans.

So the moment I say: intelligent design, or Original Design, people hear that I am saying: there is a god, or there was a god... which is not what I am saying.

Life itself is intelligent, and if it is true that Life wants more life, then Life has designed humans to go in certain ways... and then humans made a wrong turn, by themselves or by deceit... and now human life is against Life.

My personal opinion that the peaceful Neanderthals would have been the path towards becoming a human being... but the predatory "modern humans" killed the Neanderthals off.. (this paragraph is a 70% truth value... wowze! lol)

In the Original Design you were going to be guided by curiosity, the desire to fully use your capacities, and conscience.

The kind of beings that populate a society where people get along, and where no one uses another, no one exploits another, no one makes money destroying the planet...

Obviously this is not the reality we live in... because we are not living by the Original Design.

We have made a wrong turn.

You cannot get back to the right path from where you are. It"s like telling a mature tree to grow oranges instead of apples... it"s not going to work.

The question is: can you get back to the point where your species made a wrong turn. And truthfully, this is what my "Great Adventure" is about, to see: so Source can see too.

So far it seems that some people can... I could, for example.

The issues are simple but hard. And it"s hard for me to create practices to actually cause it.

Understanding is the enemy. Understanding is a "mind" thing: you drag what you hear into the cave, and digest it there... but it becomes part of the culture we want to eliminate. So understanding is out.

It needs to be experiential... and become muscle memory. Instinctual. Automatic. Not needing choice... the only choice.

Everyone and everything is against you, discouraging you from going back so you can start on the right path...

Why? It makes them feel less than you. Inferior to you. So they force you to stay in the chicken coop.

Miserable, unable to have a silent mind, unable to be present to reality, unable to see that there is nothing wrong... ever.

Everyone has a different main sticky point they need to let go of. The Soul Correction is supposed to show what it is.

For example, for me it was taking myself out of the picture. Looking at the world as it is without me. Seeing that I matter to me, I may matter to a few people, but I really don"t matter as much as I imagined I should.

I needed to make it instinctual that life is not about being smarter than others, knowing more than others, being more useful than others. In business these things may matter, but in life you need to interact with life, with life"s measures, and become the best and the most you can become with what you have. The being better than the next person is puny... that you are better of going for the big game: life.

Once I started to let go of that: life started to support me. Even with life"s support it"s taken me decades to be where I am today.

One of the issues people with a similar soul correction have is their hero complex and other delusional mind-constructs that make remaining the way you are more attractive than going back so you can get to a more evolved version of yourself.

Because letting go of the delusion takes you to being "nothing special". And one of the desires human have is to be special. More special than the other person!

As long as you are hooked on being special you are as ordinary as it comes. It is the most ordinary thing to want to be special. Being treated special. Being thought of as special.

Being ordinary is calm, collected, and a silent mind.

The busy mind asks: Am I special enough yet?

Someone who has the courage to be ordinary isn"t asking that question. They use their precious glycogen (or whatever chemical it is that you need to operate your brain and create, solve big issues). Someone with the courage to be ordinary will use their precious glycogen where it produces results, where it is worth spending it.

Smarter people are only smarter because they don"t fritter their glycogen on puny worries, on stuff that doesn"t matter, on feeling special or what other people think of them.

The more you worry about what doesn"t matter, what won"t matter, the less you"ll have, and the less you"ll accomplish in life.

Even if at some time earlier you got to a place... you can change any time.

In either direction.

I have seen people getting into "relationship" age, and spend all their glycogen on worrying about relationships. Or children. Or their weight. Or what they have. Or some other mundane b.s. not worth worrying about.

The more you surround yourself with people the less energy you"ll have for anything that needs energy. People will suck you dry.

I am not talking about some special partnership type relationships... I am talking about most relationships.

I am including spouses, I am including children, parents. They want to feed on you. Really.

If you want to accomplish anything in life, be alone, or be with a partner. A partner who also wants to accomplish something. So they won"t suck you dry and you won"t suck them dry.

A special friend, an accountability partner, a special coach or mentor.

Obviously you cannot learn much from my articles. Articles teach "mind-learning", understanding, and keep you in the mind.

I use coaching, workshops, courses to move you from one path to another.

Your Starting Point Measurements show you where you are most off, what are your sticky points, where you can most effectively unstuck yourself.

My coaching program is always open to people who show promise.

I also have an almost free workshop series scheduled to start on June 23. On falling in love with yourself... and its connection to Conscience and integrity.

In these workshops I"ll help you start your list of where you feel guilty, where your conscience tells you you are "wrong". And I will give participants an opportunity to sign up to use me to support them, ongoingly, so they can succeed.

Many of the crucial behaviors that robbed me of my self-love were also invisible to me. And I was lucky: I had some credible people point them out to me. (I have written about those: lying and gossiping were my invisible to me behaviors.)

My hunch is: you need support. Because left to your own devices you created the life you have... and will continue doing the same thing the same way... and when you read this article again in a year or two, you"ll realize that you could have gotten ahead but you didn"t. You remained the same: not loving yourself, not loving your life.

OK, here you go:

The first workshop will be on Saturday, June 23, at 4 pm. That is 10 pm in Europe, and 6 am on Sunday in Australia

Pay $1 through this link. If you haven"t gotten your Starting Point Measurements, then you"ll have a chance to get that on the payment page.



Another thing, a training course, trains you capacities to use your attention at will, and to move out of the mind. I call the first course the Reading Course, because we"ll use reading to distinguish and make the use of attention instinctual.

The second course, the Sleep Course will go one step further, and use falling asleep as a tool to get you out of the mind.

Butterfly vs caterpillar, human being, vs human aka homo sapiens

In the history of the Earth there have been five other attempts for Life to create intelligent life. Millions of years separating them... Atlantis may not be a myth, just didn"t happen in our time. Civilizations don"t overlap. ((In my muscletesting the video below is 90% truth value, and there was a big flood... Call me a kook... but whether this is true or not, there is a lesson to learn...))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0mD8RlFYQY

Three of those civilizations were destroyed by natural causes, and two of those by the civilization itself... parallel with the current humanity and its civilization a civilization of caterpillars. ((By the way, muscle test says that those intelligent beings didn"t look like humans))

Our civilization is heading toward the same self-annihilation, unless... Unless human being happens.

In the analogy of the butterfly and the caterpillar, people accurately see human being vs. human. The caterpillar gobbles up everything with insatiable appetite, without any regard of anything else other than its own appetite. Its vantage point is seeing only its immediate surrounding, both spatially and in time. And it doesn"t care. It just wants to eat...

The whole world is intent to teach humans (caterpillars) to be a better human, a smarter human, a more successful, a happier, a healthier human. That is what every book, every article, every video teaches, almost without an exception.

The gurus talk about the world of the human being, the butterfly, but they haven"t been there, and they cannot lead you there: there is a bunch of tools you need to learn, there is a whole dying and rebirth that you can simulate with woowoo, shamans, drugs, but simulation is not going to get you there.

The main difference between the two paradigms is the perception of reality.

The human lives in Plato"s Cave, thinking, fantasizing, talking about reality as if it could be described, seen, from the cave.

The story of the 3 umpires shows it best.

Here is the story again, for those of you who don"t remember it:

Three umpires are interviewed. Each is asked the same question: how do you call ball. ((An umpire is an official in a baseball game. The ball can be valid, i.e. a ball, and it can be strike. The pitcher throws a ball towards the batter, and the player with the bat hits the ball. And the umpire calls the result ball or strike... 80% of baseball is about that ball!))

The rookie umpire answers: I call it the way it is.
The journeyman umpire answers: I call it the way I see it.
The seasoned umpire answers: you are both rookies: it ain"t nothing till I call it.

The rookie and the journeyman live in the paradigm of human. The seasoned umpire lives in the paradigm of human being.

Their relationship to reality is the only difference between them.

The seasoned umpire has the ingredient that a rookie or a journeyman don"t: the power of their word.

The rookie and the journeyman live in a paradigm where words describe...
The umpire lives in a world where words create.

Of course everyone can go around telling stories, but there is a fundamental difference between that and "it ain"t nothing till I call it" creation.

Unless your word has power, you are just bullshitting, dreaming, or doing incantations, affirmations and other ineffective busy activities.

For human being, it isn"t the world that changes, it is what he sees changes.

This capacity, to call the ball, is not an ordinary capacity, and it is in synergy with many other capacities. This is why it"s so frustrating to me that I cannot teach it... because I cannot, I haven"t been able to... it feels like a ball of wax, not like a ball of yarn.

This whole website and all my courses, workshops, energies are designed to take you to human being.

It seems easy: you declare something with intention, and it becomes so.

And it is almost like that for a human being... but living in the world of humans, where everyone jabbers 24/7 about stuff... using descriptive language, the hallmark of a human: rookie umpire... it takes work and integrity to make all your molecules align behind that declaration, behind that declared reality.

As an empath, I feel where the power to declare and have the world follow suit comes from.

It is NOT mind power. It comes from the same place as attention comes from: not from the brain...

That energy, that force, that power straightens you up, and moves your neck and head... makes you the creator of what is reality. The creator of yourself, the creator of your reality you live by.

The sculptures of which I saw many, growing up in communist Hungary, are the perfect illustration: there is a pride, a raised head, an inspiration in those sculptures of the working class winning their right to be people again. ((

[caption id="attachment_42697" align="aligncenter" width="236"] Location: Budapest, Hungary (More info at: http://www.panadea.com/en/guidebook/photos?pic=3054643-0058)[/caption]

[caption id="attachment_42696" align="aligncenter" width="267"] Liberation Monument, Gellert Hill, Budapest, Hungary, Europe[/caption]

))

Even the songs of that era speak the language of human being.

Compare those pictures (in the footnotes!) with this... note the difference between the energy in the back, the position of the head!

This and history proves, that pretending to be something isn"t quite going to create that.

It takes more than the right posture and the right words, and yet, without the right posture and the right words it will never happen.

Becoming the creator of your world will need your word to have power.

Integrity, responsibility are the dividing lines...

At 200 vibration they become available, but availability doesn"t mean the person uses them.

Here is an example: your vibration is 200 and you see that your mother is a person. You have a choice: treat them as a person or treat them as a thing that is supposed to do/be/have what a mother is "supposed to do/be/have".

Depending on your level of integrity you"ll choose to abuse them or not. Hate them or not.

And take responsibility for your choice... or not.

These past two months with the never ending psychic attacks has shown me your world in vivid colors...

I ate stuff that I know is not good for me. I ate in a way that I know is not good for me. I languished, and suffered.

When I look what was the "switch", I can see that it was an integrity degradation issue. That"s it. Integrity.

I have never measured a person"s starting point measurements, who had an integrity level higher than 10%.

Your power to exercise creating with your word begins at 30% integrity.

At 30% integrity you still have to attend to every facet of that new reality... and create it and bring integrity to it.

One facet is "is it worth it?".

Is, what"s in it for you, worth the trouble? The effort?

This is the biggest stumbling block for most people I encounter. Their lives is livable, albeit not fun, not fulfilling, not healthy... but livable. So more often than not, there is no energy that is strong enough to take them out of complacency, and comfort.

To match the fear, the laziness, the resignation, to mount a stronger energy than that.

In all my workshop, in spite of all my efforts, I can"t take people into despair about their lives... A despair that would give them that jumpstart to commit to something that smells like work... even if it takes them to heaven on earth.

Another way to give that energy injection is inspiration.

Anthony Robbins is the master of inspiration.

What he doesn"t do, can"t do, is sustain that energy for you... so you actually do the work, follow up, and create a life consistent with your word.

Only you can do it.

In my program I make you work to find your own power source. The spirit, the spark. You have it, but it is covered up with so much gook, it has no chance to power you, until you remove the gook.

Integrity is powered by that spirit.

Through doing the practices with the memes, with the voices, with the attention, with the separating fact from fiction, you don"t know who you are, and you have no permanent access to the spark.

Pam Ragland, probably, saw what I see... and she decided to remove it energetically. The gook.

But the gook rebuilds fast, because YOU have to consciously remove it by distinguishing it and choosing. And choosing. And choosing... until you manage to choose yourself, and to choose yourself to be a person of integrity.

Takes time.

• Your gurus who say: just meditate, are lying to you.


• Your gurus who say: incantations, or they will remove whatever... are lying to you.


• Some get close, but not close enough. Vishen Lakhiani gets close... but his whole world view is still skewed towards human...

I am, somewhat at my wits" end.

My idea, right now, is that if you start with integrity, you can, maybe, strengthen your relationship to your word enough to be able to cross the "great divide" between human and human being.

I remember in 1987 I was in a seminar called Integrity: the power of your word.

I took on some practices, small practices, that required no time investment. Taking a cold shower every day. Stopping sampling fruit in the grocery store. Making a phone call to a person to connect every day.

The seminar leader called this the "commando game".

My life started to turn around significantly during this seminar.

My relationship to myself, to who I was shifted. My posture shifted.

This might have been the beginning spark for my growth.

It was so innocent, so light touch.

My integrity score went from 7% to 30%.

When about a year later I became unemployed (the stock market crash of 1987!) I had the power to create myself... I had the 30% integrity to lend power to my word.

The rest is history.

If I could do it, you can do it.

Choose it to be worth it. Choose yourself to be worth it for youy.

Butterfly vs caterpillar, human being, vs human aka homo sapiens

In the history of the Earth there have been five other attempts for Life to create intelligent life. Millions of years separating them... Atlantis may not be a myth, just didn"t happen in our time. Civilizations don"t overlap. ((In my muscletesting the video below is 90% truth value, and there was a big flood... Call me a kook... but whether this is true or not, there is a lesson to learn...))

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0mD8RlFYQY

Three of those civilizations were destroyed by natural causes, and two of those by the civilization itself... parallel with the current humanity and its civilization a civilization of caterpillars. ((By the way, muscle test says that those intelligent beings didn"t look like humans))

Our civilization is heading toward the same self-annihilation, unless... Unless human being happens.

In the analogy of the butterfly and the caterpillar, people accurately see human being vs. human. The caterpillar gobbles up everything with insatiable appetite, without any regard of anything else other than its own appetite. Its vantage point is seeing only its immediate surrounding, both spatially and in time. And it doesn"t care. It just wants to eat...

The whole world is intent to teach humans (caterpillars) to be a better human, a smarter human, a more successful, a happier, a healthier human. That is what every book, every article, every video teaches, almost without an exception.

The gurus talk about the world of the human being, the butterfly, but they haven"t been there, and they cannot lead you there: there is a bunch of tools you need to learn, there is a whole dying and rebirth that you can simulate with woowoo, shamans, drugs, but simulation is not going to get you there.

The main difference between the two paradigms is the perception of reality.

The human lives in Cato"s Cave, thinking, fantasizing, talking about reality as if it could be described, seen, from the cave.

The story of the 3 umpires shows it best.

Here is the story again, for those of you who don"t remember it:

Three umpires are interviewed. Each is asked the same question: how do you call ball. ((An umpire is an official in a baseball game. The ball can be valid, i.e. a ball, and it can be strike. The pitcher throws a ball towards the batter, and the player with the bat hits the ball. And the umpire calls the result ball or strike... 80% of baseball is about that ball!))

The rookie umpire answers: I call it the way it is.
The journeyman umpire answers: I call it the way I see it.
The seasoned umpire answers: you are both rookies: it ain"t nothing till I call it.

The rookie and the journeyman live in the paradigm of human. The seasoned umpire lives in the paradigm of human being.

Their relationship to reality is the only difference between them.

The seasoned umpire has the ingredient that a rookie or a journeyman don"t: the power of their word.

The rookie and the journeyman live in a paradigm where words describe...
The umpire lives in a world where words create.

Of course everyone can go around telling stories, but there is a fundamental difference between that and "it ain"t nothing till I call it" creation.

Unless your word has power, you are just bullshitting, dreaming, or doing incantations, affirmations and other ineffective busy activities.

For human being, it isn"t the world that changes, it is what he sees changes.

This capacity, to call the ball, is not an ordinary capacity, and it is in synergy with many other capacities. This is why it"s so frustrating to me that I cannot teach it... because I cannot, I haven"t been able to... it feels like a ball of wax, not like a ball of yarn.

This whole website and all my courses, workshops, energies are designed to take you to human being.

It seems easy: you declare something with intention, and it becomes so.

And it is almost like that for a human being... but living in the world of humans, where everyone jabbers 24/7 about stuff... using descriptive language, the hallmark of a human: rookie umpire... it takes work and integrity to make all your molecules align behind that declaration, behind that declared reality.

As an empath, I feel where the power to declare and have the world follow suit comes from.

It is NOT mind power. It comes from the same place as attention comes from: not from the brain...

That energy, that force, that power straightens you up, and moves your neck and head... makes you the creator of what is reality. The creator of yourself, the creator of your reality you live by.

The sculptures of which I saw many, growing up in communist Hungary, are the perfect illustration: there is a pride, a raised head, an inspiration in those sculptures of the working class winning their right to be people again. ((

[caption id="attachment_42697" align="aligncenter" width="236"] Location: Budapest, Hungary (More info at: http://www.panadea.com/en/guidebook/photos?pic=3054643-0058)[/caption]

[caption id="attachment_42696" align="aligncenter" width="267"] Liberation Monument, Gellert Hill, Budapest, Hungary, Europe[/caption]

))

Even the songs of that era speak the language of human being.

Compare those pictures (in the footnotes!) with this... note the difference between the energy in the back, the position of the head!

This and history proves, that pretending to be something isn"t quite going to create that.

It takes more than the right posture and the right words, and yet, without the right posture and the right words it will never happen.

Becoming the creator of your world will need your word to have power.

Integrity, responsibility are the dividing lines...

At 200 vibration they become available, but availability doesn"t mean the person uses them.

Here is an example: your vibration is 200 and you see that your mother is a person. You have a choice: treat them as a person or treat them as a thing that is supposed to do/be/have what a mother is "supposed to do/be/have".

Depending on your level of integrity you"ll choose to abuse them or not. Hate them or not.

And take responsibility for your choice... or not.

These past two months with the never ending psychic attacks has shown me your world in vivid colors...

I ate stuff that I know is not good for me. I ate in a way that I know is not good for me. I languished, and suffered.

When I look what was the "switch", I can see that it was an integrity degradation issue. That"s it. Integrity.

I have never measured a person"s starting point measurements, who had an integrity level higher than 10%.

Your power to exercise creating with your word begins at 30% integrity.

At 30% integrity you still have to attend to every facet of that new reality... and create it and bring integrity to it.

One facet is "is it worth it?".

Is, what"s in it for you, worth the trouble? The effort?

This is the biggest stumbling block for most people I encounter. Their lives is livable, albeit not fun, not fulfilling, not healthy... but livable. So more often than not, there is no energy that is strong enough to take them out of complacency, and comfort.

To match the fear, the laziness, the resignation, to mount a stronger energy than that.

In all my workshop, in spite of all my efforts, I can"t take people into despair about their lives... A despair that would give them that jumpstart to commit to something that smells like work... even if it takes them to heaven on earth.

Another way to give that energy injection is inspiration.

Anthony Robbins is the master of inspiration.

What he doesn"t do, can"t do, is sustain that energy for you... so you actually do the work, follow up, and create a life consistent with your word.

Only you can do it.

In my program I make you work to find your own power source. The spirit, the spark. You have it, but it is covered up with so much gook, it has no chance to power you, until you remove the gook.

Integrity is powered by that spirit.

Through doing the practices with the memes, with the voices, with the attention, with the separating fact from fiction, you don"t know who you are, and you have no permanent access to the spark.

Pam Ragland, probably, saw what I see... and she decided to remove it energetically. The gook.

But the gook rebuilds fast, because YOU have to consciously remove it by distinguishing it and choosing. And choosing. And choosing... until you manage to choose yourself, and to choose yourself to be a person of integrity.

Takes time.

• Your gurus who say: just meditate, are lying to you.


• Your gurus who say: incantations, or they will remove whatever... are lying to you.


• Some get close, but not close enough. Vishen Lakhiani gets close... but his whole world view is still skewed towards human...

I am, somewhat at my wits" end.

My idea, right now, is that if you start with integrity, you can, maybe, strengthen your relationship to your word enough to be able to cross the "great divide" between human and human being.

I remember in 1987 I was in a seminar called Integrity: the power of your word.

I took on some practices, small practices, that required no time investment. Taking a cold shower every day. Stopping sampling fruit in the grocery store. Making a phone call to a person to connect every day.

The seminar leader called this the "commando game".

My life started to turn around significantly during this seminar.

My relationship to myself, to who I was shifted. My posture shifted.

This might have been the beginning spark for my growth.

It was so innocent, so light touch.

My integrity score went from 7% to 30%.

When about a year later I became unemployed (the stock market crash of 1987!) I had the power to create myself... I had the 30% integrity to lend power to my word.

The rest is history.

If I could do it, you can do it.

Choose it to be worth it. Choose yourself to be worth it for youy.

What gives you juice in life? what could give you juice in life? What is your unique way you can enter the flow, the zone at a moment"s notice?

Juiced vs. Driven (Juiced here means: turned on, excited, alive)

The most difficult attitude to take on or even comprehend is "desire for the sake of sharing". The opposite of that is "desire for the self alone".

Why is it so hard? Because... I actually don"t know...

I"ll kick it around in this article, and let"s say if I can say anything that resonates. With you.

Why wouldn"t? Well, it hasn"t. Not with you, and not with others.

If you are new to my articles: my self-assigned job is to ferret out, test out, experiment out what would take humans back to the evolutionary path they abandoned about 30 thousand years ago. They went deep into the current level of "homo sapiens" you could also call: the man who lives in the cave of their mind.

The alternative was to become human being, but that hasn"t happened, and cannot happen through the mind.



The mind is a dead end. When you go into a dead end, you normally turn around. But that didn"t happen to the surviving humans... instead they started to decorate the dead end and live there.

I first encountered this way of looking at life, at attitudes, in Kabbalah in 2002.

It is counter-cultural.

Desire for the self alone is everything you ever want. Desire for the self alone is the normal for homo sapiens.

Desire for the sake of sharing introduces a wrinkle what your good comes through providing good to the world.

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The invisible part is tricky: ultimately all good comes through the good you provide to the world, but, as with everything that is invisible, it is possible to trust, to have "faith", maybe even have certainty, that you don"t have to worry about getting what you want.

In every self-help program I have witnessed on some level, they want to mobilize your inner resources to be willing to DO good, to provide value, by asking you questions: what do you really want the end result to be. How do you want to feel? What do you want to have?

And with those questions they guide you straight to desire for the self alone.

I don"t know this makes no sense... sense is a mind thing, and inside the cave of your mind this is senseless.

Even the Kabbalah teachers didn"t understand it... you can only get it. Energetically.

For decades I volunteered in courses and seminars and programs in Landmark Education.

One mind blockage started to crumble through volunteering.

When you sign up to the "assistance program" how volunteering is called in Landmark, you need to make a commitment to get more out of your participation than what you put into it.

My first assisting assignment was to run the microphone. That means taking a microphone to a participant in the course, who was called on, so everyone can hear them.

You pay attention, you see someone being called on, your RUN with the microphone, gracefully, you hand it to them, and then you lower yourself on your knees, and become invisible.

After about 15 minutes of this, the person who I reported to, kicked me out of the room.

I was offended, I was hurt, I was angry. It took me many hours to get that I was putting ME ahead of the course.

I was about doing the job well. I was about running fast and gracefully. I was about being humble as I was sitting their on my knees.

The course could not be done with me in the room.

And I could not get more out of assisting than what I put into it. What I was on course to get is how great I was, how generous, how magnificent... blah blah blah... but I wasn"t getting that, I was DOING that. Fool"s gold. All "ego"... I don"t like this word, it isn"t precise enough, but I don"t have a better word right now.

My desire was for me to feel however I wanted to feel. And that was that.

Desire for the self alone takes away from someone. And gives you fool"s gold... Fool"s gold has no lasting value. And is fake gold to boot. All glitter, no warmth, no life.

The only way to get warmth is to become a channel. A channel is, maybe, the second important element of a transaction, and it is best if and when it"s invisible.

Obviously you cannot pretend to be invisible, the more you pretend the more you are seen.

And, just look, being invisible offends your ego. You want to, you need to, you want to, you should be important.

Those four words keep you trapped in the desire for the self alone, leaving you feeling empty, leaving you cold, alone, and unfulfilled. And still needing to motivate yourself.

Because you are not getting what you really want, what you really need: be the kind of person you could love.

The real self knows that you are all about yourself, yours and you. And that even leaves the real self out in the cold.

Werner Erhard had the right idea: whenever you plan on doing something, invent it as a possibility.

Possibility is a bad word, but let"s use it regardless, I"ll just explain what it is, the way Werner meant it.

Possibility is a state of being that can be expressed with an intrinsic value word. And intrinsic value noun that has an adjective counterpart.

Freedom - free
Humility - humble
Love - loving and loved

So taking a vacation is not called a possibility in this system. Or making money. Or starting a business. They are results, not possibility.

This possibility is like space for things to be.

Rich, successful, accomplished, a winner... need tweaking... because said with these words, the space is all about you. Yet there are spaces inside which you can experience being rich, being successful, being accomplished, being a winner... they are given by the space not your desire.

I have never met a person who felt rich, successful, accomplished, or a winner. I am talking about how they experienced themselves. They have all felt empty, robbed, a fake, a fraud.

How do I know? I feel what the person I am connected feels. The pretenses don"t work on me.

The beingness is missing, because the beingness was missing to begin with.

You cannot get to beingness through doingness. Only doing that comes from beingness will create more beingness.

And the beingness the "cave mind" starts with is always desire for the self alone. What you want, what you need, what you have to, what you should.

And of course you just get more of that...

Now, I am working and haven"t been to make a dent in this solid attitude that is invisible, desire for the self alone.

I will probably die without making a dent. And there is very little likelihood that someone will take up the baton, and continue the work.

When you go to a dead end, the best course of action is to go back to where you made the wrong step.

So what hope can I give you?

You need to find your individual wrong turn. Go back there and liberate yourself from the blatant desire for the self alone.

I had a call yesterday with a client. I call the call "The Juice Exercise".

The Juice is what you experience when your life is not about your life. When you are not the significant element of your life, you are allowing life to guide you.

It"s a simple exercise. The only problem with it is the ego of the facilitator. If they have an ego... you won"t get juice.

I taught the process to two people, long time ago. One day we didn"t have a client and they suggested that they do the process on me, to discover MY juice.

They asked: what do you like to do? Really like to do. whether you get paid for it with acknowledgment, of money...

I looked and I saw that I liked to cook soup.

They asked: what do you like about making soup?

I looked and I was that when I cooked soup I wasn"t there. ((One could say that i got into the zone... Csikszentmihalyi calls it "flow".)

And then they were stuck... but suddenly I saw the right question: who is doing the cooking then when you are not there? And the answer I had to that: The Divine... whatever the divine is.

The state where the Juice works is like that. It is the divine... not you. You get all the benefits, but you are not doing it, and you are not wanting it. You are only getting.

The tricky part is to let go of the desire for yourself, so the divine can operate.

It feels like unless YOU do it, unless YOU want it, it can"t happen.

Lack of trust, lack of faith, both Possibility words!

It feels like you will always be gypped, taken advantage of, pushed down, ignored, kept poor, unless you force your way... but that forcing is what creates the space for being gypped, taken advantage of, pushed down, etc.

Whatever we call intuitive in the cave, is all the opposite of what would make life work. Life? Flow? every fiber of your being wants to force. Force everything. You cannot receive, you have to take. And that is your life.

You are concerned, you are worried, you see yourself duped.

In the Juice conversation with the client I may have stumbled on his Juice... playing fantasy games, building fantasy worlds.

We haven"t taken it to its final stage, but I can promise: every single Juice exercise results in a version of "bringing the divine to everything" or maybe more accurately: ALLOWING the divine to come to everything.

Because the Divine is waiting to be allowed... you forcing yourself on Life is the issue.

Now, if I tell you this, will it make a difference? I doubt it. Why not? Because you"ll try to jump there, and pretend. Or FORCE the divine to take over. Can you see how ridiculous that is?

So going through the whole process and finding your unique way to enter the flow is needed or you"ll do it with the mind.

When I look back to my life, I see MY JUICE everywhere. When my brother and I took apart the many broken alarm clocks in the maid"s room... the juice was there. When I learned to swim: the juice was there. When I climbed up on the couch to answer the phone that told us I had a little sister: the juice was there.

Thousands of examples, and then nothing. Dutiful, purposeful, forceful, proper took over for a few years... And then I managed to drop it again.

Everyone has a specific way they get juiced... like the word? it takes a lot of humility and a lot of "bringing the divine to the conversation" to bring it out.

It"s expensive. Is it worth it? Not for everybody. Why? Because if what society wants, what the voices want, what the memes want have you by the throat, then society, the voices, the memes will pull you back.

If your environment, the people you share with, if your current job are intolerant for you to fly the coop, to get out of the chicken coop, then you"ll get a magical hour, but no transformation for life.

Is it worth to spend money on a magical hour? It is not mine to say.

The lesson of Doctor Who for those who want to raise their vibration

I published an article on Doctor Who a week or so ago: I did not write that article, no matter what you thought when you read it.

That article was written before the current Doctor came to the scene.

The Doctor, 1000 years old, periodically dies and regenerates into a whole different look and personality "new" Doctor.

It is jarring for everyone involved, especially to the previous companions of The Doctor. The doctor looks dramatically different, and is a dramatically different personality.

As I can tell, one aspect of The Doctor needed to be made obvious: his vulnerability.

There is a great video compilation at the end of this article... worth watching, even if you have never seen the show.

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You don"t care... then why should I?

Finally, after seven months on the war path, two weeks ago I found the solution to get rid of all three near microscopic biting mites... (including what causes the mysterious Morgellons) and to my surprise, suddenly, at the same time, my whole attitude changed with regards to working.

Suddenly, I went from working bee... to "I did not want to work any more." I just wanted to read, play, watch Netflix. I didn"t even want to write any articles any more.

WTF, right?

So yesterday I sat down and had a heart to heart with Source, through questions, of course.

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Ayahuasca opens you and your friends up to be annihilated

Humans are the hapless, ignorant, trappers of their brethren.

I have written about the client who, without asking me, went and done an Ayahuasca retreat, then continued to drink that stuff after he returned home.

Result: I needed to do 200+ dollars worth of work on him, 200+ dollars worth of work on a friend of his, and then 200+ dollars worth of work on me.

These are the people who we know were effected.

The spells (attachments) were debilitating and painful. I experienced them both directly and indirectly.

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NEW: There is no way around it, only through it

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