The 39th Bach Flower Remedy: the Yew: Desire to receive for the self alone

 Original publication date: March 11, 2012. Today all day I am reminded of this time...

The 39th Bach Flower Remedy: the Yew: Desire to receive for the self alone

One of the benefits, for me, to do the Connection Calls is being with all of you, and feeling how wretched, how miserable you feel. Not pleasant for me, but very useful.

I have been feeling some energies, some feelings that are not covered by the 38 original Bach Flower Remedies.

At the same time, while writing the Soul Correction articles, or teaching the core group classes, I can see that there is resistance there that doesn"t respond to the Heaven on Earth energy bundle.

In a conversation earlier today, I found one of the missing remedies: I"ve been guided to it for quite some time, but the guidance has become more concentrated in the past two days.

The yew, a new energy, started to pop up everywhere.

There is a beautiful yew (the yew is a tree) guarding the front door of the house I live in. I"ve been nurturing it for 8 years... that"s how long I have been here.

There was a huge yew in the garden of the house where I grew up.

I always wondered if those beautiful, inviting little ringlets of fire are edible. I remember eating one or two as a child... but not being sure, I didn"t have the courage to eat more.

The birds don"t eat it. Not even one. Maybe if we had a peacock... right? lol. ((Peacocks eat poison and turn it into beauty))

Of course I didn"t know the tree was called yew, I didn"t know anything about it. I thought it was really a pine... some version of a pine... evergreen, with pin-like leaves... very non-scientific, but beat me if you are much better at botany... lol.

Anyway, I was looking for the plant that could counter the sharp, curved, bow-like pain people have been bringing to the calls: arching from one shoulder to the other.

Resistance, and a kind of "humor me..." "f... you" "let"s see if you can make me..."

If I needed to give you an example, it is the attitude you bring to shopping and sales help in a clothing store.

You need help but you don"t want to be sold. You need help but you don"t want the sales person to make a commission on your purchase.

Pure and unadulterated desire to receive for the self alone. No win-win. You win and you want all the others to lose. One winner: you. Many losers.

What you are saying in your heart: "It is not OK with me if you benefit from selling me something. It would be best if you starved to death while I am using and benefiting from the fruits of YOUR labor, the sweat of your brow."

And, undeniably, there are new and old "students" who bring that kind of attitude to my calls, to their partner calls, to life.

As always, when I am poised to distinguish something new, the occurrences of what precipitates (brings about) the discovery, are everywhere... Here are some examples from the last 3 days:

• The person who buys something from me, then the moment they get it, they demand a refund.


• The person who will suck my brain dry, and then goes and uses it without my permission, or without the benefit of acknowledging me as source.


• The person who won"t come to a connection call but wants access to the programs that require you to be connected...


• Or they come to the call but won"t connect. They revel in being disruptive to a whole big group of people"s connection... I can feel their glee. And when I throw them off the call, they call me intolerant, impatient, and other names.

So there you have it: the yew, the highly poisonous yew with the little beautiful fruit that looks soooo seductively sweet, so juicy, and so innocent, that whispers to you: "I am not hurting anyone... I just want what is my due... " "I am right, everyone can see that!" "You can try, but won"t make me..." "Don"t sell to me! You are a money hungry, power hungry  blah blah blah..." "I hoped you were going to be a loving mother to me... Now I hate you!"

All the while you are poisoning yourself.

YOU are eating the poison you meant for somebody else!

The yew energy is infused into the Heaven on Earth, both the remedy and the HOE audio.

Of course I am not using the plant in the remedy, only the energy. Source has already duplicated it, and I have been taking it since this morning. I can feel the bow and then I can feel it dissipate.

Desire for the self alone is universal... everyone has it. Some more than others. The more wretched you feel the more you have... and the more you will benefit from the new Heaven on Earth.

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The Process Of Raising Your Vibration Is A Spiritual Process... Here Are The First Steps You Must Take

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The process of raising your vibration is a spiritual process. It is a process where you regain your power, you restore your soul to its rightful place, where you restore your Self to its fullness, and you become an individual.

If you are like most people owned by the Dark Side, i.e. you are 99.3% of the population, your whole existence, your attention is directed outward. You expect everything to come from there, meaning, love, respect, value, knowledge, even spirit. You think that by connecting to Source (outside of you) you become spiritual.

Therefore the most important action is to turn your existence, your attention away from the outside.

The purpose of meditation, real meditation, is not to calm you, but to take you away from the outside.

But real meditation is a meditative way of living. Mrs. Roosevelt said best: What other think about me is none of my business.

The only person that wants to be with others, wants to know what other people think, etc. is the person who has no self. Nobody home. Vacant. Empty. Machine. Second-hander. Wants to be told, given, filled up. Loved.

Your job, if you want to raise your vibration, is to fill that empty space with you, your self, your spirit, your being. It may take a long time, but it"s worth it, because your life can only be a reflection of what you are: empty, vacant, void of self: Your laughter will be hollow and pretentious, maybe even hysterical. Your sadness will look for a reason. But your sadness will be real.

So how do you do it? How do you get out of that life of void?

First step is to know what is the job you need to start: Turning away from the outside as the source of your being, to your own self. The emptiness you"ll experience will be real, will be excruciating, but there is no way to avoid it. Just be with it. It will soon be filled with your self.

The harmonize audio, or for some of you the "get into the present" audio will do the energetic part, don"t worry, they work, work hard. And for the pain, sadness, anguish over the emptiness, take copious doses of Heaven on Earth. If you are an empath or a sensitive, read the footnote: [note]

If you are a sensitive or an empath, you will have an additional task: distinguishing what is your feeling and what is not your feeling. And most of the feelings you feel are not yours, as many as 90%. You will need to be able to observe the feelings like an ugly bug, that is not you. the Heaven on Earth doesn"t eliminate the feelings of others, but it helps with the reactions you have to those feelings.

For example, a feeling of doom comes and feels like yours... it will feel like yours. The mind says: Oh my god, what did I do wrong? What do I do now? Where can I escape? and that generates another set of feelings, and these are yours.

Once you can tell that the original feeling of doom wasn"t yours, you won"t react to it.

That is the purpose of the empath training. To set you apart from what"s borrowed.[/note]

You live in a castle with modern amenities, but you only occupy the maid"s room... because you are never at home. You live like a pauper, you borrow your feelings, your ideas, your likes and dislikes, you seek guidance outside of you, and you feel miserable. Then you come to me and you think that there is a magic bullet. Oh, Sophie teach me to connect to Source, that will make me happy.

But Source, as you say it, is like just another god, just another way to avoid being you, being with yourself. You hate yourself, you despise yourself, and the only reason you don"t kill that little wretched you, because you still have hope. But you hope for something from the outside, and that makes you even more wretched. You hope something for me, but I prefer to tell you that it"s hopeless! The way you want it, that is.

There is a whole unexplored universe inside you, beautiful, vast, magnificent. It is great, but you must cut your ties with all the borrowed views, all the interest in pleasing others. You can"t live inside and outside at the same time.

You can"t be a slave and a master at the same time.

In The Fountainhead, there is a character who wasn"t born to be a second-hander, a second-hander who looks outside for its own source. Gail Wynand. But he becomes a second-hander by seeking power over people. He is your proof that there is no joy, there is no fulfillment in being dependent on the outside.

The book is long, over 700 pages, and it is philosophical, with very long paragraphs, but it is a very good illustration of the producer, the moocher, the looter, and the in-between.

Dominique, the female of the book needs to cut her ties with what others think, what may happen (outside), what people can do to you, and only then she will become a real person. Until then she is an empty shell, without a Self.

I have a membership site with the online version of the book and the movie. It is useful to see the movie, though the story was altered by the author herself: she needed to fit a 700 page story into a 90-minute film. But you will be able to see the characters, and for most of you that will be useful.

There is a membership fee to access movies on that site... I filter who I allow to pay... Email me if you want to become a paid member. You also need to be a subscriber to my emails... no exception.

How will you reclaim your life from the machine... one great way: handle just one feeling!

I wrote this article back in 2012. It talks about one of the most important invisible dynamics of the human condition... your homepage. I am republishing it to give you a fuller picture of this invisible dynamic... so crucial to your future, to your results, to you becoming an expanding human being.

Here is the original article:

I"ve been trying to teach a new way to connect to Source. It would give you a lot more control over your attention, over your connection, and a lot better results overall.

The difference would be the greatest in the speed with which you would incorporate the activators: instead of having to repeat them 10-20-30 times, just a few repetitions would get you the same amazing results.

I have made, so far, four attempts. Each more disappointing than the next.

This morning I woke up with a familiar feeling I haven"t been stuck with for quite some time: Devastated, hopeless, ready to throw in the towel.

In Transactional Analysis they called it your home address, I think.

Let me tell you a little story about me:

I left Hungary in 1982. Until that point I had read only one book on human beings and how human beings work. The book was called Empathy... the only thing I remember from that book is, that in spite of my upbringing "they" could not kill my empathic ability to see what people are thinking and feeling why pretending to think and feel differently.

I didn"t know it wasn"t just an ability, I didn"t know at the time I was a freaking full blown empath... grrr.

Anyway, when I arrived to Jerusalem, Israel as an immigrant, I spent a lot of time in used book stores. I was insatiable. I read about everything, and I wanted to try everything. I was like a kid in the candy store.



I read a book about expressing anger. I tried it... it wasn"t easy, let me tell you. And then I read the book "What do you say after you say hello?" And I absolutely loved it.

That is the book on TA, Transactional Analysis everyone read at the time, it was a bestseller... And the Games People Play... another by the same author.

Well, the method, Transactional Analysis, doesn"t really work that well, other than keeps you busy so you don"t have to live your life, lol, but it did something really useful: it helps you identify what is your steady, predictable response to everything, what is your default response, what is it that you say after you say Hello. I find it really useful now, 30 years later.

This is how this default response thing works: you do your life, however and whatever you do, and no matter what happens, you always end up feeling the same way. Independent of the situation, independent of what happens, you just feel the same way about yourself.

For me that default feeling is "devastated." All is lost. It is all over. There is no sense in doing anything...

Now, if I really look, I have a lot of creative ways to get to devastated, and I always end up there. Predictable, and quite unavoidable.

I used to think that feeling meant something.

It meant that:

• I don"t belong


• I was on borrowed time and will be thrown out/abandoned/discovered/or fail at any time now...


• I am unlovable

The feeling is identical to one of the Bach feelings, one of the Bach Energies, called Gentian: the discouragement flower.

It tells me to quit while I am ahead. It tells me to stop now, who I am kidding, it is only a matter of seconds before it will be clear for everyone that I can"t...

So, behind the confident demeanor, there is this totally different, certain-to-discarded-person...

Given all the work I have done on myself, I am lucky and I now expect it and recognize it. I asked my Self... the Observer, the Timeless part of me, to manage it. I could not ask it to be eliminated, it is impossible, but no matter what the feeling is, the response or reaction to it can be managed. The meaning can be managed. And your results in life will be strikingly different.

You have a default feeling like that... I mean a default homepage and a matching Bach Energy.

When we talk about climbing the evolutionary scale, (or climbing the Tree of Life,) one of the ways you can tell that you are succeeding, is the frequency with which this horrible feeling of yours visits you, unexpectedly, when things go well, when you need to make a change, take a risk... when it is the least useful.

Feelings and emotions are given to us as a guidance system. On a lower evolutionary level we think that the guidance system is smarter than us, that it can see more than us, and therefore we should always heed what it says.

I used to be a certified quitter. I had a hair-trigger for quitting, in fact. And in certain areas of my life I still struggle to take control: in the area of personal relationships.

Given my history of extreme abuse, I am mortally afraid of people and I have a hard time trusting. That is the core.

When you listen to me, you can often hear that I jump the gun, that I give up on people, write them off, call them names really fast, really easily.

But when you watch my behavior you can see that my Real Self is much more in control: I now seldom act consistent with the hair-trigger scared little girl I used to be.

Here is your assignment: start observing yourself. Observe your involuntary responses to any and all challenges. Start taking notes. Challenge yourself if you are willing. Try doing new things. Try taking a different route home. Get lost. Go to stores you don"t know. Ask sales assistants to help you. Watch yourself in these situations. TAKE NOTES!! Don"t rely on your memory!

At the end of the week count the different feelings that got triggered. If they don"t point to anything definitive, continue challenging and observing yourself and continue taking precise notes, until the picture becomes clear.

That Bach Energy, if you guessed right, is your "linchpin" energy. If you start to override that one, diligently, it will be the beginning of a new era for you.

Don"t expect the Heaven on Earth to do all the work. Why? Because my agreement with Source is that the Heaven on Earth will not do the work for you: after all the Original Agreement with Source was that we will earn our Light, or won"t get any. The Heaven on Earth will help you to not get stuck with a horrible feeling, but you will still feel it.

The way you earn your Light and rise in vibration is by using the Will of the Observer to override the lower self, the put together self, that is the MACHINE. It"s been running your life 98% of the time.

Just by taking back this small area, you can increase your dominance to 51% you and only 49% machine.

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Raise your vibration? It"s a Hero"s Journey

If you are here, I know a thing or two about you.

One of the most important things I know is that you are smart. That you have earned to be here. You have tried a lot of other teachers or gurus or methods or tools to get what you want: more energy, better decisions, more love, more peace, a sense of meaning in your life.

There is no way to throw a dart and get to the right solution, every mistake you make, every wrong turn, wrong decision, believing false promises, falling pray to money-sucking gurus or cults have caused you to get here, zig-zag.

The more often you have been disappointed, the more hopeless it seemed, the more of your funds were eaten up, the smarter you have become, and the more ready you have become to actually see your way, do your work. You haven"t given up. Good.

Download the pdf version of this article at the end of the article

In your society-induced craving for security and safety, you probably hoped, every time, that it was the right turn, that finally you found your straight path, that you were handed a map to follow, or that someone gave you a magic potion, a magic board, a magic spell, and you would find yourself transported to the right place at the right time.

But...

Trust me, there is nothing more boring, and less satisfying for a human being than security and safety. Following a set path, and succeeding at every turn takes adventure out of life.

If you play chess and you can only play against someone less skillful than you: you know that it"s boring. Same with tennis. Same in swimming, running... winning is only joyful when you play against someone equal or better.

Being human means finding your own path, the hero"s journey, for each of us. Without that search life is empty and hollow. You find yourself as you find your path.

You got to this site, to reading what I say, through a winding path, and that makes you more suited for my work than the rest of the people. You have proven your mettle, and you have found the methods that will take you through the hero"s journey to where you want to go: earning your success, earning your peace, earning your fulfillment.

I know you can do it because you are here.

There are no accidents in life, and you being here isn"t an accident, even if, from your point of view, it looks like an accident.

What should you expect on this hero"s journey?

This journey will have several assignments, several challenges.

Each challenge will be completed with the help of some energetic tools... (and coaching if you want to go faster).

Your first challenge

(approximately 40 days)

Your health: You"ll need to become someone with energy to spare. You cannot even consider entering the journey without getting healthy first.

I am not talking about fixing you, I am talking about returning to health. Cells vibrated, nourished, and no additional toxins entering your body through food or drink.

If you follow the instructions you"ll get there in 40 days. Guaranteed.

How do you get started? You get your numbers so we"ll know, you know, where you are standing. It"s a comprehensive set of facts about where you are now.

Your vibration, your soul correction, your current level of intelligence, your health number, your hydration level... Get it here

I"ll send your facts to you in email.

Your second challenge

You will to look at your life, at the wrong turns, mistakes, errors, horrible things that you have done, or you allowed to be done to you.

This may take a little time. Allow yourself to grieve. Feel your feelings. Weep, cry, yell, run... just stay with it. Not in public, not at others, no, in your privacy.

Why? suppressed bad feelings keep you suppressed. You can"t suppress only bad feelings: once you suppress anything, you suppress everything, and all the good feelings are suppressed as well. No love, no peace, no satisfaction can be felt: they are suppressed too.

Here are the energetic tools for this leg of the journey...

1. The HOE long range, or the Heaven on Earth remedy will help you be with the feelings that you feel, like a safety net.The HOE allows you to feel and let go... you won"t suppress and you won"t hold onto. Feel what you feel and be done with it.


2. The Harmonize your vibration will energetically take you through the journey through memory lane: you may be able to take this trip without much conscious effort.


3. The Unconditional Love Activator Infusable version will remove the false, society built foundation for your life, feeling wrong, insufficient, unlovable, stupid, a misfit.


4. The Water Energizer will start to change your body chemistry, so your cravings, addictions, edginess, aches and pains will ease or disappear, gently, almost imperceptibly... the Energized Water will wash them away.


5. Get two free weeks in my Reclaim coaching program. Two weeks are enough for either of us to see if you are indeed ready for the hero"s journey... The third leg.

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Your third challenge

We"ll talk about this when you have completed your second Challenge.

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Abundance Or Scarcity? Choose... Updated

This article is from 2014...

Often anything can kick you into the horizontal plane [note]The term, horizontal plane, was coined by Wallace D. Wattles some 110 years ago, in The Science of Getting Rich. Of course the title is, maybe. horizontal plane, but the book, between the covers, is pure gold. You can download it on my subscriber gifts site https://www.yourvibration.com/subscribers if you don"t have it. You need to register, and it will put you on my mailing list.[/note] . I got kicked into it... and now I am working my way off... it is not that easy. I can"t even connect to muscle test... the horizontal plane is sticky. It wants you, all of you. I eats your life for breakfast.

Let me explain: Humanity (you!) lives on the horizontal plane at this stage of evolution. It is both the starting point and the end state...

On the horizontal plane everything is about comparison. More, better, different...

The good old days...
I want what they have, because I don"t have it... and I want it.


I want to be X because what I am now is is wrong.

The horizontal plane is the plane of competition. The place where in the pit of your stomach you feel that you are slighted, that you are not good enough, that you can never really have peace, peace of mind, security, because someone always has more, because there is always more to compare yourself with, or compare what you have...

The horizontal plane is the plane of frustration, anger, jealousy, and fighting.

Because you must grab for more and hold onto what you already have... and the whole world seems to be against you.

The horizontal plane is the plane for dissatisfaction.

The foundation, the invisible part of the iceberg that runs the show on the horizontal plane is "should and should not". That there is a right way and there is a wrong way. It is deserve... as in "I deserve as much as the next person"

Where parents should love their children, where children should love their parents, behave, and give back.

It is an artificial plane, created by humans that were the enemy of humanity. Unsuspecting humanity, innocent and suffering.

It is hard, if not impossible, to see the floor you live on. The foundation. It is invisible.

The fish doesn"t know about water, and the bird doesn"t know about air.

The proverb goes like this: The Three Great Mysteries: air to a bird, water to a fish, mankind to himself
~ Hindu Proverb

But the proverb is not consistent: what mankind doesn"t know about is the floor they live on, that doesn"t have to be what it is.

The invisible floor of man

Fall from grace, original sin, all mark the moment in history where comparison, where should, where the have and have not were born.

Where unreality invaded the consciousness of humanity, invaded it like a virus, a mind virus.

The floor is a persistent meme, probably here to stay.

The 1980 South African comedy tried to make sense of its birth: in a society living on the vertical plane (I"ll explain that later) an unexpected gift falls: a coke bottle. One coke bottle, and many people. One hard tool... and many many tasks it would make easier.

Scarcity. The haves and the have nots. Competition and fighting.

Very good movie, telling.

So, returning to what triggered this article:

I watched a sales video yesterday for a program. It showed how the presenter is able to get millions of click, millions of visitors on youtube, and make a lot of money with it, and get his word out.

The guy, Brendon Burchard, is a fantastic guy, but in order to sell, you need to create scarcity. You can only sell effectively on the horizontal plane, because you need to awaken greed, me too, comparison, competition, wanting, yearning, greed.

The course cost 10 grands, and it is totally out of my budget. But I want what he is teaching. I want to be able to get the word out (although I am not sure I am willing to work for it as hard as he does, but this is just an afterthought.)

I woke up this morning, still thinking about it.

I do want to get my work out there, to more people... after all making a difference is noble, right?

Then I caught myself in clicking every money making opportunity in my email... and obsessing about it. I was, by now, completely on the scarcity plane... I wanted and I wanted and I wanted.

OK, I"ll take a break here... to return to the vertical plane, where I spend 99% of my time... I"ll be back.

OK, I am back. It"s taken me almost two hours to return... to completely return.

So, what is the vertical plane?

Well, on the vertical plane the floor, the invisible floor is that all is well. That there is nothing wrong, and nothing to do, or change, or complain about.

On the vertical plane the motivation comes from the spirit"s desire to fly. From the ego"s subtle nudgings to go higher and higher... to do more, feel more, experience more. To be more.

No wanting though... it is more like you are lighter than the air, and you float and you can fly wherever you want to.

So, how did I return to the vertical plane? Or you do you even get there?

First I zoomed in on the Harmonizer that plays in the background, and allowed it to wash through me... to allow me to have the strength to look and not make anything wrong.

Then I zoomed in on the HOE long range... and allowed my breath to return to normal.

I looked at all the internal turmoil that was consuming me, and I said no to it. I could see that it was doing its own thing, and that it had nothing to do with me...

I let go of wanting, even wanting to have enough people to teach... all wanting. Wanting to have, to be, to do...I let go of all of that.

I pulled back my energies from all the "stuff" that had it... concerns, desires, wants, goals, and deprived those of my energy.

It did take almost two hours, but I am back.

I am now free. Free to do what I feel like doing... and have no shoulds or ought tos...

That is the vertical plane. You are in your own energy, and nothing and no one has any pull on you.

Heaven. Heaven on Earth.

PS: When you look at the words scarcity and abundance, on the horizontal plane they mean lack and much respectively. On the vertical plane there is no lack and there is no much... There is only what is: without comparison.

So if you are looking at lack and want abundance, you are definitely on the horizontal plane.

My abundance programs all work on your energetics: all attempt to remove the want, so you can easily move to the vertical plane. I call that want greed... because that is what it is.